Zapster21

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FUCK I RELAPSED AGAIN!!! FEEL SO SHITTY! Aug 3, 2019

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1. Zapster21
  FUCK I RELAPSED AGAIN!!! FEEL SO SHITTY!
  
  Aug 3, 2019
  1. A leaf likes this.
  2. SirErnest
    Good. Now you can learn from it.
    
    Aug 3, 2019
    
    A leaf likes this.
2. Zapster21
  Day 74 - Relapsed. Not unhappy. Just have to stay on track :)
  
  Jul 31, 2019
  1. MrBean, Sammyforthewin, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Zapster21, Urges on the 70th day more than the 10th? Is it all in our head or not?
    
    Jul 31, 2019
    
    MrBean and Sammyforthewin like this.
3. Zapster21
  Day 74 - Hardest day yet! Urges have been insane!
  
  Jul 31, 2019
  1. MrBean and Sammyforthewin like this.
  2. Sammyforthewin
    Stay strooong! You got this!
    
    Jul 31, 2019
    
    MrBean and Deleted Account like this.
4. Zapster21
  Day 72 - Doubling my longest streak! 38 days was my record before
  
  Jul 30, 2019
  1. MrBean, Loving Loveless and Sammyforthewin like this.
5. Zapster21
  Day 68 - Made out with a hot girl today. 3rd girl this week. NoFap is doing wonders!!!
  
  Jul 25, 2019
  1. Deleted Account, Warrior Within, Tiger uppercut! and 3 others like this.
6. Zapster21
  Day 55 - Feeling so horny all day for real girls...
  
  Jul 12, 2019
  1. MrBean, Deleted Account, Warrior Within and 4 others like this.
  2. Tiger uppercut!
    That’s good! No more fake girls!
    
    Jul 12, 2019
    
    MrBean, Warrior Within, Cap. Steve Rogers and 1 other person like this.
  3. Deleted Account
    Great man!
    
    Jul 13, 2019
    
    MrBean likes this.
7. Zapster21
  Day 53 - And the flatline has returned...
  
  Jul 10, 2019
  1. MrBean, Deleted Account, Warrior Within and 2 others like this.
  2. Hros
    Great job! Hang in there.
    
    Jul 10, 2019
    
    MrBean, Deleted Account and Warrior Within like this.
  3. Deleted Account
    Keep it up!
    
    Jul 10, 2019
    
    MrBean likes this.
8. Zapster21
  Day 52 - Went on 2 dates today! :D What is NoFap doing to me...
  
  Jul 9, 2019
  1. MrBean, Tiger uppercut!, Sammyforthewin and 2 others like this.
  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Two!? Dang, son!
    
    Jul 9, 2019
    
    Sammyforthewin, MrBean and Warrior Within like this.
  3. MrBean
    Blimey!
    
    Jul 9, 2019
    
    Sammyforthewin and Tiger uppercut! like this.
  4. Deleted Account
    Cool!
    
    Jul 10, 2019
    
    MrBean likes this.
9. Zapster21
  Day 50 - Never thought I could make it this far. PMO is not on my mind anymore. Only desire to make my life great going forward!
  
  Jul 7, 2019
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  3. MrBean
    That's great news! I knew you could do it. Everyone can :-)
    
    Jul 7, 2019
    
    Fighter!, Sammyforthewin, Warrior Within and 3 others like this.
  4. Tiger uppercut!
    Half way to the century mark!
    
    Jul 7, 2019
    
    Fighter!, Sammyforthewin, Warrior Within and 3 others like this.
  5. Deleted Account
    Way to go!!
    
    Jul 11, 2019
    
    Tiger uppercut! and MrBean like this.
10. Zapster21
  Day 49 - Feeling tired and in low mood. But the last couple of days has shown me, that better times are ahead
  
  Jul 6, 2019
  1. MrBean, spaces, Deleted Account and 2 others like this.
11. Zapster21
  Day 48 - Confident the whole day! Can now get erect just using my own thoughts! Great!
  
  Jul 5, 2019
  1. Dovester90, Fighter!, MrBean and 2 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Stay strong ! :)
    
    Jul 6, 2019
    
    Fighter! and MrBean like this.
12. Zapster21
  Day 47 - Felt more positive today!
  
  Jul 4, 2019
  1. Fighter!, MrBean, Hros and 3 others like this.
  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Great :)
    
    Jul 4, 2019
    
    Fighter!, Warrior Within and MrBean like this.
  3. Hros
    Awesome!
    
    Jul 4, 2019
    
    Fighter!, Warrior Within and MrBean like this.
13. Zapster21
  Day 45 - Halfway to the 90 days! :D
  
  Jul 2, 2019
  1. Fighter!, MrBean, A leaf and 3 others like this.
  2. Tiger uppercut!
    Awesome :)
    
    Jul 3, 2019
    
    Fighter!, MrBean, A leaf and 1 other person like this.
14. Zapster21
  Day 44 - In risk of a relapse today. Have to stay alert!
  
  Jun 30, 2019
  1. Fighter!, MrBean, Tiger uppercut! and 1 other person like this.
  2. SirErnest
    Over 6 weeks, though. You know more than I do.
    
    Jun 30, 2019
    
    Fighter!, MrBean, Warrior Within and 1 other person like this.
15. Zapster21
  Day 43 - I want to relapse... :(
  
  Jun 29, 2019
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  3. SirErnest
    Yup, I understand. In time, you will learn how to change these negative voices. Luckily, you are trying and learning!
    
    Jun 29, 2019
    
    MrBean and Warrior Within like this.
  4. Deleted Account
    You are not your brain, you are not your mind. You are infinite consciousness. Realize that and don´t cry. Probably you are bored and you don´t have something to do and you are alone. Change that. And again, don´t cry.
    
    Jun 29, 2019
    
    MrBean, Tiger uppercut! and Warrior Within like this.
  5. Tiger uppercut!
    You think you do...but you don’t. Or you would have never can here to begin with.
    
    Jun 29, 2019
    
    MrBean, Deleted Account and WeWillNeverFall like this.
16. Zapster21
  Day 41 - Feeling like crap. Breakup is still hurting so bad...but no turning to PMO to cure it...
  
  Jun 28, 2019
  1. MrBean, Tiger uppercut!, CBAWSS and 2 others like this.
  2. Tiger uppercut!
    That’s when champions are made. You are one in the making!!
    
    Jun 28, 2019
    
    Fighter! and MrBean like this.
17. Zapster21
  Day 40 - Getting random boners. Something is happening. Mood however is still bad
  
  Jun 27, 2019
  1. MrBean, Tiger uppercut!, Warrior Within and 2 others like this.
  2. MASTER MONK
    Will be better
    
    Jun 27, 2019
    
    Fighter!, MrBean, Tiger uppercut! and 1 other person like this.
  3. Zapster21
    Hope so :D After a flatline of 20 days, the urges are starting to get crazy!
    
    Jun 27, 2019
    
    Fighter!, MrBean, Tiger uppercut! and 2 others like this.
18. Zapster21
  Day 38 - Today I'm beating my best ever streak!
  
  Jun 25, 2019
  1. Fighter!, MrBean, Coffee Candy and 5 others like this.
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  3. SirErnest
    Great news!
    
    Jun 25, 2019
    
    Fighter!, MrBean, Coffee Candy and 3 others like this.
  4. Deleted Account
    Happy for you.
    
    Jun 25, 2019
    
    Fighter!, MrBean, Warrior Within and 1 other person like this.
  5. Tiger uppercut!
    Congratulations :)
    
    Jun 25, 2019
    
    Fighter!, MrBean and Coffee Candy like this.
19. Zapster21
  Day 36 - Urges are returning!
  
  Jun 23, 2019
  1. Fighter!, Coffee Candy, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  2. JWwantsalife
    push on! it'll all be worth it one day :)
    
    Jun 23, 2019
    
    Fighter!, Deleted Account, Tiger uppercut! and 1 other person like this.
  3. MrBean
    Let them return. I'm not worried because I believe in you. You can take on urges. You're strong and you've got this.
    
    Jun 23, 2019
    
    Fighter!, Coffee Candy and Deleted Account like this.
20. Zapster21
  Day 35 - Mood swings :)
  
  Jun 22, 2019
  1. Fighter!, Basith, Coffee Candy and 3 others like this.
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