Day 2/30: Yesterday was a good day to start this challenge All systems go for liftoff ! Feeling positive and happy, let's do this ! Keep moving forward !
You will get there! Fighting the behaviour of PMO will help, and you seem to have sound relations in your life also, i think that after a while you will start seeing and feeling different about sex with a real life person.
Day 1... already not happy about this; see if this gets better but sadly I guess day one is going to suck. Outside of this urge, actually doing well.