Day 2/7.. Failed, I was dedicated to not relapsing but I just could not do any work without thinking about relapsing, this caused me to peak and well it went downhill from there
got 1/7 today. exactly 24 hours. I feel really anxious about myself, my body and my face. I feel awkward sitting next to people and I certainly wouldn't like being touched my anyone. I almost had a relapse when I went on Instagram. I think I can manage at least 7 days. Will keep posting here everyday. If I can not strong enough to last 7 days, then I shall learn to become strong to last the next 6 days. Cheers and best of luck to all my brothers in this challenge. We can and will get through this. It's definitely greener on the other side.
Ok, I failed the 14 days challenge in 5 days so I am trying this one to make it to 7 days first. Day 1/7
Day six, finally got some good sleep last night, 5 days with little or no sleep hard to eat, lost 10 pounds. Still no urges keeping strong!!!!! I love my wife! I am thankful for her wanting to stick by me through my recovery. Tomorrow will be the end of my first "CHALLENGE" then on to the next, and the one after that keeping strong working for a better life.
7/7. Was tougher yesterday with more urges, but I made it. @2525 thanks for running this challenge, and please put me up on the wall. I don’t know if I can make 14, but will try
4 of 7. Yesterday was tough as I was close to somewhere I have acted out in the past (while running errands). I wanted to just give in, but this commitment kept me going. Thanks!
Day 7/7 it's not a big deal for me to get here, but war is not over I'll go for 14 days challenge now an the 21,30 and so on slowly. I want to make through 365 days. Wish me luck.