@RiseToGreatness The work you did there is amazing, and we really appreciate it! Well, I am done with day three once again. I hope this is my last time. I am reading rebooting books, meditating and exercising daily, quitting caffeine, and trying to eat better. This should all help me quit PM. I need to be done with this struggle! I feel defeated every time I fall. But I will keep getting up and restarting until I make it! I am going to try to come up with some triggers I may not have thought of tonight, and to write them into my paper journal. I will win this fight!
DAY 3! I'm telling you though before posting. It's crazy how my mind is magnetized to seek out porn. I was listening to some guys review the story of adidon (Pusha T Drake Diss) Then they talked about the line about his baby mom being a porn star. My brain goes "WHAT??? NO WAY WHAT SHE LOOK LIKE?" I look her up then I'm like no way she did porn pull up her pornstar name. Ok now watch it... Before I clicked I thought about how easy and how many times I'd done this before. Then I thought about myself. I really don't want to fail... So this time I closed it didn't even click to watch it. I was like wow... it was hard but still felt good. Also thinking I might delete everything but facebook. Instagram has learn to constantly put good looking women in my search so it's always causing me to stop and think. ANYWAYS! I said all this to say I'm proud and grateful to be in this community. Let's keep going brothers and sisters.
I'm participating in this because it's awesome and well thought out and I'm a giant nerd that loves Lord of the Rings. Day 3.
Day 4 completed successfully All the best brothers your brother in this struggle build your life carefully keeping your future in mind.
stay away from dangerous situations brother. Pay attention to your triggers plan. And don´t dwell in mental fantasizing, don´t feed sexual thoughts, it´s very dangerous. Stay busy and the urges will pass on, garanteed
yes, that´s the point . Many challenges are solely based on ranks, so after you rank up there´s a huge void afterwards. but with a journey and markers, you know where you are and where you´re heading to. that´s great to keep motivation high and running
hang in there brother. any situation that causes you hesitation is a trigger. so take action now to deal with it, before it happens again. pre-relapse scenarios are the best ways to learn about yourself. So learn and keep going
Excellent my brother. You entered the Tower of Cirith Ungol, the last gate before Mordor. You´re a Dwarven King now, all Hail King under the Mountain!!!!!!! The Tower is full of PMO forces so give them hell brother. We´re with you!!!!