So it’s actually been 4 days since I’ve watched porn or touched myself let alone had a lustful thought. To some that may not be long but to me it honestly feel like I’ve been free for at least a month, I’m not complaining but this space away from temptation and porn has enabled me to learn self discipline I feel so energized & SO FUCKING ALIVE FUCK!!! 4days and I enjoy training more like Iran hard but so worth it I’m more in tune with conversations I’m growing as a person. It feel so like a matrix movie! I know it hasn’t been long and I’m telling you I know it’s still an uphill battle when the tough times Come but my Brothers have standards for yourselves and kill them, don’t invite women/men into your life just to “feel alive” BE FILLED NOT FREE BECAUSE FREE HANDS ARE THE DEVIL’s something(don’t know the saying that well”.
