Hey, how are you? I think we all going throught the same things, remember that you're not alone, there's always someone you could talk with and I'm completely sure that you could get over it as lots of people here have done well! keep fighting on it, it's not worth it, just think of the whole time people are wasting for nonsense and nothing, you hopefully reach that goal, being here is a huge step in your new way I believe in you(so you should too)!
I hear you. I empathize with that sense of not feeling accepted despite your accomplishments. You get to a point where people resent you for what you have accomplished, and they chalk your success up to luck or easy work. I don't have an answer for where you're at, other than to say that you are worth something. Period. You know how the worth of everyday objects changes from day to day? Like gold is worth something one day, and then if demand goes down, its "worth" goes down too? I truly don't believe people are like that. We are all worth the same. We are worth dignity, respect, and love. Unfortunately, other people often treat each other as if our worth can change. As you know, even we ourselves evaluate our worth on a day to day basis. But if you zoom out and look at the big picture, I believe that everyone has objective worth. We lie to ourselves about our worth, and other people do too...but that doesn't change reality. I'm praying for you.
I’m a highschooler, And ig I’ve achieved success in every area of highschool possible except dating. Haven’t even had my first kiss yet which is just disappointing. I don’t think I’m ugly, I’d say I’m p good looking, I’m super athletic, and top of my class. But after 7 rejections in a row it just feels like I won’t ever find anyone to share that with.
That's why you should appreciate yourself more, it's a huge step going to here and telling how you feel about those things. talking about rl, is there anyone you feel comfortable enough with? someone who close to you?