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Never in my life I imagined myself getting erected at women's farts, scat, a woman in a hair bun and thigh socks or whatever. It's disgusting to even type it but man, it's uncomfortable and so arousing at the same time. I always felt I was a weirdo for having such an extreme, taboo fetish, but...

I have a very strong fetish for female bodybuilders that’s been controlling my life, and I’m trying to quit. Honestly, I barely used any actual porn for it before. I mainly used social media or certain websites where you pay to see female bodybuilders pose and flex no real hardcore stuff no...

For as long as I can remember, I've had a very specific fetish. I won’t name it here - it’s personal and honestly a bit embarrassing - but it's something that started early on in childhood (age 5) when I had unlimited and unsupervised access to the internet. That fetish became a persistent...

I been mastrubating since the age of 12/13 And i started watching porn at the age of 13/14 But everything been going downhill since i was 23 i’m now 26. At 22 i did NoFap for like 7-10 months, reason i say 7 because at month 7 i started slacking off again. In this period i had few relapses, so...

I am on day 2 of abstaining from PMO. I started PMO-ing every day since I was 12 to fetish porn. Did that up until now. I'm 19. I had the opportunity to have sex for the first time when I was 18 and couldn't even penetrate for over a year. Eventually I took a ton of bluechew and this undid my...

I watch porn since I‘m 14 years old. Sometimes everyday but at least 3 times a week. When I got 18y I startet watching it almost every day. Then I started to watch more extreme porn and I started to focus on the men‘s dicks more and more. Not only, the girls I saw always made me horny but I also...

Been having this fetish for muscular girls and female athletes bodybuilders for almost 3 years. Which turned into a compulsive sexual behavior and into a very unhealthy obsession. Which lead me to mastrubate some days 5 times a day to instagram female bodybuilders It took over my whole life i...

I have had a pantsing fetish for as long as I can remember. I know it sounds unusual. It is. All of my sexual attraction is centered around women in their underwear. To be clear, that is not a "panty fetish" where you steal girls' used underwear. I find that problematic. Rather, I am attracted...

Hi everyone. I am 28 years old, and i have been addicted to femdom porn for my entire life. Despite that, i have managed to have sexual relationships with girls. It was never satisfying, since it was almost impossible for me to reach an orgasm doing regular intercouse (DE), but only with...

Hi, Hate to admit it, but I have an issue with femdom/findom. I (unfortunately) found out about this whole fetish years ago on Twitter. And ever since, I've been paying girls online for a while now. I would admit that I have developed a few "healthy" friendships through that, but a major...

Friends, peace, This entry is meant to cover in detail the 12th consecutive 90 day streak (which would be marked at DAY 1080). Because I am late to the posting, I decided to also commemorate 3 Years of No PMO, as stated in the title itself--but the analysis will definitely focus on the 90 day...

Hello fellas, so the years is turning towards the end. My issue is that I always tend to fall back into masturbating to femdom porn (and other submissive porn: strapon, cuckoldty, bbc etc) and do sexchats about self-humiliating things with other women. It’s always the same procedure and...

I consider myself fairly open when it comes to sharing the specifics of my PMO struggle with others. I've told at least one person at some point about every single one of my fetishes when I've been asked to, including taboo ones (hentai, rule 34, yiff, even loli)... except for one. There's one...

If someone has a sport clothes fetish, a jeans fetish or a fetish for t-shirts :D for example and wears those clothes without masturbating, does it count as a relapse?

This will be a long one, but it is both a vent and a cry for help, on a problem I have mentally for quite a while. As a background for myself, I am 24, I never had a relashionship, hookup or sex ever with a girl, and in general I am really bad with girls, although now that Im in uni, it...

For starters, I suffered from a masturbation addiction due to a natural fetish and not porn. Just thought I should clarify this before saying what I need to say. Holy crap, I have masturbated to this fetish so much since I was 13. Did prone masturbation and all that good stuff. Sometimes I did...

*I'm not sure if trauma is the correct word but I couldn't think of a better word to describe what I went through* It has been 120+ days since I stepped away from P. I MO Without P sometimes, maybe once or twice a week strictly to my imagination to my ex-gf. I started this journey around...

Okay so. I never would have believe that i will post again because i cut all nofap content off of my life. But here i am. My (new) problem is another porn releated thing. My new fetish is literally cum tribute. So like i would join discord servers where "girls" ask that cum tribute to her pics...

I'm 25 and have been extremely addicted to porn edging for a long time. Started at 11. This Saturday I broke my all time highest record of 17 days. But relapsed with a 4 hours edging binge... By day 15, 16 and 17 the urges were becoming stronger and stronger. By the last day it was unbearable...

It seems that having scary sexual fantasies (sissy, taboo...) and urges are a human universal, especially within those with open and flexible minds, whose brains are conditioned much faster and who have little fear of social rejection. No matter one’s sexual orientation which is about not just...

Hey, guys! I'm a 23 old man. I have had a cast fetish for as long as I can remember. I've tried to quit fapping and watching cast fetish content several times, but I've consistently failed. I also tried fapping on regular porn, but it didn't help. My longest streak of NoFap is around 5-7 days...

I've always been a boob man but it didn't take exclusivity to other features in a woman. I remember the first sex I had was with a girl with very small boobs, the boobs wasn't even important to me then. Now after 3 years of Fapping to big boob porn, the first and only thing I see in a woman is...

Hi :) im really stuck in a cycle of shame, which fuels my bad habit because i'm very into humiliation...im 24 and gay. I like tv, movies, music, nature, politics, travelling, arts, fashion, design, and cooking! I am also trying to get into yoga and working out. Some of my favourtie artists are...

Lustful addictions have been a part of me since my early adolescence hood. I have been particularly addicted to the Futanari genre for the past 2 years and it remained strong as ever. Hence, I still haven't been able to overcome it. This addiction led me to commit to self-abusive activities...

Hi, I'll try to be concise, ever since I remember, from being at school until the present day, I was always extremely easily distracted by girl's/women's feet. At school I sometimes used to go under the table and pretend to be picking something up or finding something, but in reality I was...

This will be an incredibly awkward conversation, especially for me. Fetishes. Everyone has them. Some are vanilla, some are niche. No matter what you're into, you've likely spent a few hours of your life searching for content relating to it. Some of us are fortunate enough to have an...

Hi all, I'm so glad to have joined this forum and hope I can find some people who have experienced circumstances like mine, or who can direct me to threads that could help me. I am a straight male in my early 20's, and have had a benign but embarrassing (to me) fetish since my early teenage...

I came across this video of Dr. Andrew Huberman discussing the causes behind foot fetishes (and fetishes in general), which I found very intriguing, as I've never stumbled upon this explanation before (as a person with a fetish, I've researched several explanations on the internet). Although the...

Hi there! Peace. This is my first 90 day no PMO streak, and definitely the longest time I've gone without MO since I was 16. The P I was addicted at that time has been erotic literature of different fetishes. I did go on a no-P streak of around 18 months in my early 20's, and a no-MO streak of...

I’m wondering if anyone else is experiencing this problem. As many I’ve started out with fairly vanilla porn on regular tube sites. Over the time my tastes got more extreme, I got into drawn erotica and eventually pretty hardcore fetishes. I used to create and still comsume content (erotic...

I just read a 1966 paper by S. Rachman called "Sexual Fetishism: An Experimental Analogue", and thought I would share a brief summary for those who are interested. The experiment was to see if men without a shoe fetish could be conditioned to become aroused by shoes. The criteria for...

I seriously need help. Since a small child, I have had an interest for freckled skin that has evolved into a fetish over time. I started doing problematic sexual behavior pretty early. I would constantly stare at women with freckles when I was little. I remember when I was around 11 and 12, when...

I'm desperately seeking advice, since I can't talk about my story with anyone. I recently started therapy but I don't trust them enough to talk about this topic yet. So if anyone has some knowledge or any advice please help me out. I try to keep it short. There are a handful of memories that I...

For a long time now, I am somehow attracted to watches, especially women wearing ones. I started masturbating while wearing watches, but it got to a point where vanilla images or vanilla porn doesn't work anymore. I unconsciously scan women's wrists for watches and get aroused, even if I don't...

Good Morning, Like everyone (or almost everyone) here, I'm working on getting rid of my ponography addiction. This started when I was approximately 12 years old, today I am 26 years old. Some time ago I realized that getting rid of pornographic content has been a relatively easy task. Turns...

15 years, that is how long I have been exposed to porn. The most amount of time I have been without it at any given time is probably a week or so. I hate to say it, but it seems to me that porn is part of who I am. It's something I need, like water or food. I choose porn over sex. I choose porn...

Hi, For my entire life I've only ever been truly aroused by femdom related ideas. This progressed into me watching increasingly intense femdom-related porn. I'm terrified I'll never be able to have a normal relationship because this is all I'm attracted to. I don't even feel excited about naked...

I have had this fetish since I was a teenager till about now (I’m now 30). I don’t want to trigger anyone I’m just going to explain what it is . I like to wrestle, usually fit, athletic escorts and sex workers . I never really watched any “vanilla porn”, I just watched these erotic wrestling...

I'm going to toss this out here. NSFW warning, I'm here to tell my story and experience. This will be a series of post that'll be against older post & will bounce around threads. However, I won't be taking down my old post because I don't want to hide the past. Now that I said that. My name is...

Hello dear fapstronauts, I'm 25 male. Today relapsed after 5 days of streak. But this time unlike previous times I'm not binge watching or depressed instead i have found out where I'm going wrong. My story goes like this. I was a good looking kid, smart, well behaved ever since I was a young...

I’m on this train of relapsing over and over and over again . I have had PIED since I was 20 years old . One night I stayed up late drinking and snorting pills and watching bikini wrestling porn . When I woke up in the morning I could no longer think myself into an erection . It’s like my sexual...

Has anyone else found that as they traveled deeper and deeper onto the pit of pornography, eventually climbing over into trans porn as your tastes evolve, that you largely cease to be attracted to cisgender women? I have come to a point, after 17 years of porn addiction and about 5 years on...

It is unusual, it is unnerving, but I’m not sure how unprecedented it is. As long as I can remember, from a wee child I’ve had a Vore fetish (don’t bother looking it up) and I have never found a way to decouple it from my thoughts. I’ve been for weeks now getting my streak down to once a week...

Hello everyone This is seagulls here again. It’s been about 5 years since I have logged back on to nofap. I am really struggling with my life now. I have basically made no improvements in the last 5 years . I really don’t know how to beat this . This is going to be long and I do apologize , I...

Hi, I am new to this forum and wasn't sure whether this thread should go here or in Problematic Sexual Behavior. Please let me know or simply move it if I chose wrong. Thanks Does anyone have words of advice or input? Or been through something similar?

Hey guys. Sorry, English is not my native language though I love English and I've been studying it a lot but if you notice grammar error or something else, please skip it:) Now I wanna tell my story. When I was 9 or 10 years old, I opened a porn site somehow(I don't know how I did it!) and the...

Hi I am 38 years old male, I started into porn in age of 18. Unfortunatly lost my one testie in childhood due to injury. In start i was getting turned on by watching foot fetish porn. Later on came in to extreme porn femdom and strapons. I am married but lost my diseare to sex. ED is extreme...

I thought I would be sharing a success story by now, but I’m unfortunately still recovering from nofap. My TL;DR is posted below. I’ll try to keep this all short I got into masturbation at a very young age. Maybe as early as 10. It only progressed and got worse as I discovered fetish porn. That...

I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years now in a long-distance relationship, which I know is one of the key factors to his porn addiction. For the last 3 years, I have expressed to him that watching or looking at porn is kind of a deal-breaker for me since I wouldn't do it to him. Around this...

So ever since I was 12, I have been addicted to watching Femdom, in the beginning it was nothing special just reverse cowgirl then it got intense eventually getting me into bdsm and then much worse stuff by the time I turned 18, it had destroyed a part of me...it didnt kill me tho. I was like...

I am a 20 year old male who is a virgin. Ever since I was young, I have had a very weird fetish that I hate. I wouldn't mind as much it if not for the fact that I cannot get aroused at all by vanilla sex or porn. I can usually only get hard when the fetish is involved. I have always liked girls...

Hello everyone, I am a 18 YO with PIED. I only manage to get hard when some of my fetishes are triggered by a woman. (feet, femdom etc.) 3 weeks of no porn, just a very little masturbation and 0 orgasms. I went to clubs every week and managed to get some girls at that club, here is how my...

Fapstronauts, Need your opinions and advice. I had two experiences in the last few months that I believe are leading me to something as a porn substitute. First one is I found a website for "Cuddlers", most of them "Pro" meaning for a fee they charge. They EMPHASIZE NO SEX AND NOTHING SEXUAL. I...

hi , i have impulsive porn addiction for porn escilly kinks and fetishes and i have premature ejaculation sometimes erectile dysfunction . i wanna should i do nofap or semen retention (masturbation without ejaculation) what is better for me because everytime i think about practsing nofap i...

Hi guys, 30, black, from UK! i have a fat belly fetish on women and i want it to go away! Started fapping to youtube and porn videos of women playing with and jiggling their bellies at the age of 18 and its been going on for 12 goddammn years and it needs to end! (CAUSES: loneliness, childhood...

I'm a straight male in my 20s and to be honest, I consider myself to have/had a very problematic addiction to fin/femme-domination. The whole kink started when some of my followers retweeted posts from findom accounts on social media. For years, I can't go months without sending money and then...

Hello,i have been reading peoples stories on the forum for quite some time now trying to relate and find some answers that could be helpful for me aswell but i now decided to post my own story and see if any of you guys have anything to tell as the last couple of days have been really tough. I...

I made it to my first ever streak of Day 30!!! My life has changed completely. :emoji_tada: Day 30 of not engaging a lifelong fetish and getting to the root cause of it. 30 days of no P. 30+ days of fighting and overcoming intense battles. 30 days of choosing to control my attitude and choosing...

There was a thread that just got erased about a guy who wants to watch his girlfriend have sex with another man, he says it's the only way to bring the spark back at his relationship and how this will make him feel more like a man and empowered. Quite messed up no need to explain why, we all...

Hi, I would like to share my story. My name is Dominic, living in The Netherlands where my addiction began to root itself from the moment I was only 14 years old. From the moment I can remember I always was attracted to girls in tight jeans. I consider myself to have a jeans fetish. Those...

Hi all, I’m a gay guy in my 30s and I’m hoping to get a handle on my addiction to fetish porn. Vanilla porn does not interest me at all, I basically get off on anything which is degrading and disgusting. I’ve always been interested in piss and watersports ever since I was a teenager, but over...

she's long gone man.. its been more than six months and she had blocked me after 2 months(without me ever texting or bothering her ) . right after the breakup i was all better , I had a good streak for 60 something days and i was exercising and setting and accomplishing goals, life is indeed...

Hi, I'm a 25 year old gay male. I've been using porn since age 14 or so, and at least half of the P has been related to a specific fetish (macrophilia). I have been PMO once a day almost every day since then, and started doing PMO twice a day the last couple years, and I realized it was getting...

Peace, I should think that the title explains much of what I should seek in this thread, but let me make a few clarifications: 1. This thread is looking to amass a collection of coping mechanisms to effectively curb unwanted fetishes. 2. This thread is hoping to be highly sensitive to any and...

Hello I am an 18 year old male who is struggling to get rid of my fetish for women's feet. I have had this fetish since I was a little boy and this fetish continued throughout my teenage years. I thought this fetish was fine except after years of watching pornography this fetish has gotten out...

I just needed to get this off my chest and maybe start a discussion with people that face a similar problem. There is a lot of trigger words in here and it's very personal so please be patient with me. This is the first time I share the darker parts of this with anyone. I'm, I would say 95%...

hey all not sure about you - but i feel the reason i use porn is because i won't find any men that would indulge in my foot fetish in a longer term relationship or arrangement - it's so heartbreaking for me, having a foot fetish brings me great pleasure and i enjoy it - but sadly, i feel like...

Backstory: Pied all year, dealing with only being aroused by specific porn and fapping techniques. On day 20 and while I do feel different i’m not cured. Has anyone else been through this and successfully cured it? How long did it take? I just want to aroused by girls easily like I used to. One...

Many men choose to quit porn. Some becomes successful, others stay in the addictive part. However, I am making this thread to help those people who are fade up with their porn addiction problem. There is a connection between porn and people losing their jobs, reasons cited for divorce, and...

Hello to everyone. Today I want to discuss my problem with pantyhose. So a little bit information about my nofap journey. I began nofap in April 2020 because probably have PIED and right now I have a streak of 100+ days without porn and masturabation. During this period my attitude to pantyhose...

Backstory: have had pied all year. Currently on a 7 days streak longest has been 30. After another 7 or greater streak I can feel some libido coming back. My concern is that I can only get aroused by the weird things I used to fap: chatrooms, sissy cuck fetish all weird stuff. Have been straight...

I have a foot fetish and i cant get hard for regular sex i want to enjoy more normal sexual desires my fetish is not porn induced what do i need to do in order for that should i stop masturbating with the thought of feet or do i need to do orgasmic reconditioning to associate sexual pleasure...

Ok so this is the first time im telling that to anybody but ive got a big problem... This all started when i started modding my game skyrim (with dragons and shit) and i was like 14 (im 18 now). This game got a weird modding community like its gross af but i felt into it since i was young...

So I started going to therapy to try and help myself out and thought I would ask you guys to see if there really is a connection. In plenty of psychology websites they talk about how trauma in early childhood can lead to addictions of all kinds. My mom was very hard on me. Like very strict. She...

Hi everyone, I have been watching this fetishporn video's for over 9 years now. It definitly fucked up my brain and my life. It all started with an innocent foot fetish. But after 9 years of watching porn daily it has developped into other crazy kinks like: forced bi, cuckold, being a slave...

Hello Guys, i am a 20 year old Guy currently fighting my Porn Addiction aswell my Porn-Induced fetishes like foot fetish and femdom Fetish. I recently found a Girl my Age that does Foot/Femdom Stuff and we understood each other well and we wanted to meet so we can do it togheter, since she is...

Ok guys so I'm new to this site, this is a pretty heavy for my first ever post, but from what i gathered here a lot of people here are focused a lot on self improvement and I thought it'll be ok to post this here. So Im almost 32 now and I don't think I've ever held a girl/womans hand before or...

Soo I never really liked this "cleaining out my closet" kinda thing but after I recently decided to turn my life arround and change my nofap strategy completly and my therapist adviced me to try it so Im here now. I want to start with a my overall addiction history and get this off my shoulders...

Hey, all I have to say is Yes You Can Get Rid Of Fetishes. Speaking from experience, not fully successful just yet, the fetish has faded, doesn’t arouse me when I think about it or fantasize about it and I barely even think of it anymore but if something like a add or something like that pops up...

Hey guys. Long time since I last tried a nofap challenge. I feel ready to engage with it once again. I´ve never tried to realize it with the help of a forum, but nowadays I´m more open to sharing my story. I also feel that this is a healthy and warm community and that motivates me on doing so...

Hey there! I have been a porn addict for some time now ( 2 years ) and I have had a foot fetish since a young age before porn and around 20 days ago I developed a kind of fetish for femdom. And for the first few days I was struggling with anxiety because I didn’t want this fetish and I couldn’t...

I am 17 and i found i have a sprain fetish when i was about 11.It means that i love watch beautiful female sprain their ankles espeacially with highheels and barefoot.What should i do?

Hey guys, after a week I'm unfortunately back to the same trap - my vore fetish. What should i do, i repeatedly fall over it, and my interest sometimes goes away and sometimes comes back. I didn't cum today, but was edging. Please suggest a way out.

Hi, new comer here I am confused if one of my fetishes could be considered a reset or relapse. I am into sounding, (sticking things in ur urethra). I like just sticking a plug in my urethra and leaving it there and going about my day as normal. Would u guys consider this a relapse or reset. I...

Hi everyone there, I'm trapped to use adult video chat apps, here you create an account, pay 400 rupees for a 9 minute call with a prostitute to see their ___ . This thing has got me hooked on, what should I do. I unfortunately install it after every 7-14 days. As soon as I cum i feel like shit...

Guys I'm unfortunately stuck at app named MuMu where you create an account, pay 400 rupees for a 9 minute call with a prostitute to see their ___ . This thing has got me hooked on, what should I do. I unfortunately install it after every 7-14 days. As soon as I cum i feel like shit, yet a...

What could be the core of the objectification of woman body. Please refrain from commenting those who say calm down it's normal/healthy/blah-blah type bullshit, or that's how men are designed. Well along with our programming, we have intelligence and awareness. We aren't any of those reptilian...

I've been hesitating to write about such subject, but I REALLY need help with it Ok so, I have a foot fetish (i doubt it is a porn induced fetish), and guess what ? Each time i look at my feets (And im a man which is even weirder) I remember that i have a foot fetish, please don't tell me to not...

Hi everyone there, it's been quite a while that i'm stuck with my fetish - "vorarephilia". I am aware that it's stupid and in fact i hate this stuff but it has trapped me like a mouse in the cage. The problem has been with the taste which one develops. If one finds garbage delicious, they'd do...

I have a question regarding fetishes in porn. How and why exactly do we develop strange porn fetishes that don't appeal to us in real life? Why do our interests in porn not align with our interests in actual sex? It's almost like we're not ourselves when viewing porn. As if something takes us...

Hello. I think i'm in the middle of a depression and i do not know what to do, I feel like i "lose the will to live" i mean i don't want to do anything, my life was the same before the pandemic. It's like nothing can bring me joy except porn and it's bad beacause i'm addicted to it and to my...

Hello Fapstronauts, I developed a fetish with video game characters at a young age, specifically those in fighting games. This sexual abnormality has grown with me all the way from around 3rd grade to graduating from college. Throughout those years, I've had three girlfriends and sexual...

Hello! I've been on a nofap streak of 45 and of 10 days. Even this short time helped me and it's slowly healing my sexuality. Excessive porn use from teenage years up untill recently morphed my sexuality in ways myself before porn would find repulsive. BBW fetish, monstercock fetish, tporn...

Hey guys. I'm a 23 years old man. English is not my first language, sorry if I did mistakes. I was a porn addict for 6 years. Almost all the porn I've watched was femdom. It damaged many aspects of my life. But last year "I saw the light" in Nofap. Now, I want a normal respectful relationship...

Hi. I'm rebooting as you can see. I have questions about quitting your fetishes. If you eventually achieve a reboot, would you quit from a fetish as a consequence? Or do you need to do something else to eventually quit your fetishes? In any case, how do you quit your fetishes? Thank you.

Hello fellow fapstronauts I really need to get rid of my foot fetish unlike my other fetishes which were porn induced this one was not I had this fetish since I was a young boy. But now I need to get rid of it so that way I can find a good woman who I can start a family with and not have to...

I am a male aged 38. I have always had to masturbate at least once a day, sometime more. my porn viewing went from mild to extreme porn, and i got really desensitised. my sex life included having sex with loads of random strangers, i would be a slave to some girls, they would make me eat vomit...

Hello so... I have been wacthing porn for some years now and i have been masturbation around 5 times a day. Since last summer i "developed" a fetish and porn induced probably, my problem is that i dont know if its porn induced so i'd like to hear your excperiences. I will tell you what happens...

Hey, I started NoFap about 2 weeks ago. Porn has led me down some dark roads, I have starting jerking to unwanted and frankly quite hardcore and disgusting fetishes. Being 18, I feel as though they are taking my life away from me, and hurting me in unimaginable ways. Over the past two years, I...

I have found the perfect way for anyone struggling with addiction to any variation of femdom videos and is wanting to make a change. When doing this you may find yourself in a position to be triggered to m but this is about overcoming that using will power. If you feel like you can not watch...