Well guys today i fucked up, for some reason i couldn't hold myself anymore and i watched P today did not O but still feel like shit. But after self reflecting (getting extremely angry, then crying and after that screaming at myself in the mirror) i have decided to take my own advice and just try again untill i succeed. Today i have started operation Cold-Fusion my new master plan to beating this addiction and i will try again. Checking in for day 1 wish me luck guys
@RestlessEngineer I'm glad to see you bouncing back and not get discouraged by this setback! Don't forget the progress you have been develloping over the past few weeks, even with this small mishap you already took a giant's leap in the road to freedom and a better life. Stay strong! PS: What changes have you included in your new plan?
Thanks brother, The most important changes i have made are that i deleted my tumblr and instagram accounts so i won't see so much triggering content anymore. I have also looked into pornblockers and am strongly considering putting one on my phone as soon as i find a reliable one. The last is that i have put together a full exercising program to get back into shape and give me some distraction during the day.
@RestlessEngineer If you do end up finding a good blocker please let me know, all of the ones i found (tbh i didn't look that in depth) only blocked websites on your normal browser and not in incognito mode, making them a bit useless