Day 13 of 14 completed. All beings be happy. All beings be peaceful. All beings be liberated from the bondage of suffering.
Day 1/14. I didn't post before because I relapsed again and wanted to only post again when I got into 1/14.
Day 9/14. It hasn't been easy but I'm starting to feel a little better from all the time wasted with PMO... gotta remind myself that this sacrifice is really worth it and sabotaging my recovery with such indulgences would be irrational.
this is the hardest for me. To hold on to this thought for longer time. Every time I relapse I know why I'm starting again it but after a while I lose sight of the purpose of this challenge and unfortunately at some point I lose faith that at the end of it there will be any prize. But then on the other hand I've never reached the point when I could be honest with myself and say "at least I've tried and it didn't work".
Day 4/14 complete. Hoo hah! @MarcLal Keep returning to your emotions and your goals. They'll tell you what you have to do. The prize is becoming a better person--it's something you can see no matter where you are on the journey.
Day 12/14 Two more days and I'll complete this challenge. We can do it guys! We can get through this challenge!
Day 1 completed. For the first time in a long time, I only PMO'd once (not back to back), and didnt succomb to the chaser effect. It was a little rough near the end (pulled up the internet, but stopped myself before typing something in). Overall I had a good day, and I was happy my benefits I experienced from my previous 11 day streak did not completely dissapear, due to me only PMO'ing once. Future note: I did end up PMO'ing though.. The next evening
Day 7/14. Half way completed. A little bit down today. Try to do meditate and go bed early. Tips: https://cleanbrowsing.org/ Use this to block adult access from router.