I'm just sick and tired of this roaler coaster ride. I'm going all in on this challenge. Thanks for the opportunity.
Day 36 done! I've been looking forward to today for the entire week, I've always wanted a group to play D&D with. I've played it twice before but didn't get the chance to make a regular group with the people I played with. I'm hoping it's different this time. Gym in about an hour. Yesterday was tough. I was entirely alone for the day and I really let myself feel depressed and unproductive. I could feel the tug of urges just to beat the boredom but I resisted. PMO isn't an option for me anymore.