Day 0/90 I totally went astray after I relapsed on day4 last time. I need to take control of my body now or I will literally die. All I want is a life on the right beat, a life of real man, a life of higher quality and higher value. Here I start this journey once again. I will make the change happen. Today I WILL NOT USE PORN because it's fake and indecent thing crafted for those who have a hollow mind. Yet I'm born to be an industrious, creative man living a fulfilled life.
Day 55/90 I forgot to mention that two nights ago, I faintly remembered having some kind of erotic dream, but can't remember details. Plus feeling like I had some erections during my sleep. After that nothing. This on and off flat-lining is frustrating.
Day 6th/90 Hey fellas, my longest streak so far since joining this community is 26days. Relapsed 3 times and almost 4 before starting again till today. I just hope we all can support each other and those who read this I hope you will continue to fight and not be discouraged. While you living you still have a chance to be a better person. Wishing you all well and may God bless...