So I was on here about six months ago. I don't think in that time I watched porn, I began having natural sex with my now girlfriend but she is out the country for a few months and I have started watching porn again. The problem is for me, that I always watch rougher material and I use to wack off so quick that it has given me both ED/ PE in my sexual life. Although I hadn't had either for some time while with her. I am definitely under stress, I feel like it has really tested our relationship being away from each other so long. Either way, I do not want to watch porn again. It has been really hard to settle into a normal relationship and I know a lot of the anxiety I have comes from my masturbation habits as a kid. I don't want to let it back in! As usual, good luck to all those other Fapstronauts and I hope they have a peaceful journey.
It is a shame I was feeling pretty good but just spent too long on the computer and I guess out of boredom relapsed. I am finding it much harder this time around than I did a couple of years ago, but porn cannot remain an alternative because I have split up with my girlfriend. I need to try harder.
