Hey everyone I recently lost my job I don't go to school and my car broke down my girlfriend works at the moment. Anyways I been watching porn and masturbating since I was 14 it was non stop to the point my private shrunk and it leaked and skin started to peel I tried many times to quit but it proved to difficult for me I felt ashamed and I started to have a hard time with women due to the fact that porn was the only thing that I was able to get off to. Now that I'm not working I had lots of free time I started watching " black pill " videos even tho I have a loving girlfriend just by watching those videos made me feel inferior because I didn't fit this " alpha male " type I'm 5'8 Latino tan skin Hazel eyes a decent smile I am a bit over weight my hygiene is okay not the best I'm also shy. Anyways back to the porn I feel like less of a man because my girlfriend wants sex but I just can't deliver I can't even get it up no more morning wood no random boner I also feel like I lost a few inches I want to start my NoFap journey again. Thank you for reading this felt good venting.
It sucks man... Steals the life out of you. Steals the realness. Steals the real love and light out of you.