Well I guess I have to start over now. I suck. I knew I was doing it and did it anyway. Now I feel terrible.Not worth it.
Hey don't worry man, you will fall, just use the memory as fuel to try again and be more determined than ever.
I beat somehow today's urge (I wanted definitely more P than M) - I tried almost everything - normaly when I talk to the brain (about what's right for business) I can easily overcome this urge. Today my speech wasn't so clear. I felt like I couldn't convince myself of what is important. In previous post I said that "I'll ask her out". I did that, she agreed but next day she said that's 'something' happened and she cannot go out with me. I felt rejected - I don't like this feeling. Why? Because I have SAD and at the beginning of CB therapy is hard sometimes to understand everything and it takes time. I think I wanted to do something positive for myself but instead I did opposite. I believe it was too fast for me to hear rejection. I am still trying to be as much realistic as I can. But you know - it happens. Now, I don't feel bad like I felt yesterday (when I read message from her). Maybe that explains why I wanted to watch P today - because brains still knows that I cannot be rejected there by any women. I didn't want to sound sad so sorry if I made someone feel it.
Day 20. Scientists are saying that if you want to change a bad habit you need 21 days. Thats how the brain works. We ll see. I feel very good the last days. It has become very easy to avoid masturbation. I dont even think about it. But for any case i ve put some porn block extentions at google chrome. They helped me in the beginning. Keep on fighting my friends
Oops, that reply didn't work last time, Ian K. Here it is again: Don't give up. There is always next time and tomorrow is another day-a fresh start. Same to you UnorthodoxBox.
Hey everyone you guys can definetly do this. Your all super sting for even posting on here keep your heads up and keep fighting. So far 8 days strong no relapaces being ok here has given me a stronger passion to fight thank you all. Keep gighhhting you will win 180 days woooo
Ok I'm in Current streak is 1 day of no PMO I have been constantly battling this addiction and I want it gone for good I have previously gone to 90 before, but this time I want to push myself further, and so can everyone else. Good luck everyone and let's do this!
Sadly guys I relapsed at 34 days, it sucks. 34 days down the drain. Well it was my first and only relapse. It was my first attempt and I really hope I can do it this time. New month, new beginning.
I'm Bob I want to be a warrior, I'm totally in and want this to be part of my life. Secondary rule for myself, sex but can't be with some frumpy I met online. My end date would be March 1, 2018
I have reduced my Internet use at home starting this week as I find it an addiction in itself. Nofap is going great!
Never be idle.....now you have the time..it is the time to revisit you hobbies which you lost because of porn and masturbation addiction....
Hey guys. On 19th of August I relapsed. After that I was in Austria in the mountains without Internet. Now I am back and today is day 14 of nofap. Dont give up.
I'm back guys I've updated the main post, how's everyone doing? and welcome to the new participants I really struggled on holiday, was some unbelievably hot chicks all over place and was giving me insane urges but I survived keep going strong brothers.
Bro, I know how you feelin` but I have to say that YOU are a STRONG person. I made a streak of 70 days with no PMO, had a girlfriend in that period of time, but what happened, we broke up ( well, she broke up with me). I didn`t had time to `feel`the separation but one week after (when I have failed drastically with two other girls) I relapsed and throwed to trash all those 70-80 days!! I was actully NOW feeling the rejection of those girls and I tought that `If I`ve arrived here one more time won`t do that bad` but it DID! The nightmare began there! After that my `no PMO time`began to decrease until it becama again a dily habit. My salavtion was finding this comunity and now my time is rising again and I I am more experienced to deal with rejection than before! And so are you curryman! What heppend to you was meant to happen not to make you sad or depressed but to make you STRONGER! Be PROUD of YOURSELF brother! Greet this opportunity that made you stronger and be willing to LIVE even more such tries because those tries make you stronger, better, more successful and the most important more ALIVE! Congrats, curryman for your strongness! Hope we can hear more of that! #beTHEwarrior