[60-CHALLENGE] THE SIXTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 10/60

 

Day 9 completed ... Normal Daily routine ... Too much too be done ... Perspective of life is coming back ... Had a dream of kissing a girl, don't even remember it now ... Weird tricks mind plays .... Stay strong guys ...

 

Approaching to the 4 month mark in a week soon Stay strong, my brother

 

Day 34/60 days!
Total: 106 days. Tomorrow 107 days.

 

What meditation did you do which helped you in avoiding relapse?

 

27/60, just another normal day..

 

Day 6/60

 

No urges today, just feel really motivated to get a new streak going.

1 days down, 59 to go.

 

10/60. I realized a key point. I could always do 60 days. Then I fell and plunged into a long session over days. Then I felt so bad that I gave it up and could do 60 days again easily until it happened again. During the 60 days I could not imagine how I could have fallen. But now I realize a few things.
If I allow myself to have sex once in a while I think the total collapse or plunge can be avoided. It’s still the plunge into the “forbidden”. These are patterns from a past live I believe where there may not have been desire. While I lived sex excessively in my life there is still this aspect in me. And I think that is the one causing the troubles in my case. I somehow reached a point where I find awareness. It maybe sounds strange. It’s difficult to express but quite clear in my head. It’s not only “knowing” and “living” sex freely but rather that any judgement is eliminated, sexuality is fully made part of me and learning to using it in correctly.
I will complete the 60 days. But believe with this approach can actually go much longer or drop it all together.

 

Day 10 completed ... I would say I am reading too much on NoFap ... Will switch to the productive side ...

 

Day 4 of 60. 7 then 14 then 30, then 60. But a guy has to dream!

 

No urges.

2 days down, 58 to go.

 

Day #SE7EN!

 

28/60. Monday blues..

 

Day 11 completed ... Wasted lots of time yesterday ... Today is a new day ... Will live to the fullest potential...

 

I so unnecessarily fell back into doing it again. It was no urge just a stupid habit.
So I start again today at 1/60

 

Day 4 of 60.

 

29/60, waiting to complete a month..
Typo corrected

 

Can't sleep, no urges though.

3 days down, 57 to go.

 

Happy Holidays everyone. I am still in, but did not get chance to log everyday in here.