How many of you PMO’d at 11:59 pm to start your reboot on a full day? (Foolish)

Why does that matter? It's still a full day if you did it at 8pm, when it hits 8pm 24 hours later.

 

... no, that's the whole point - it's always a day 24 hours after the fact. Of course we're only talking about one day anyway, any decent streak is a lot longer. Give or take one day is not that much of a difference.

I mean if someone was really struggling to start with, maybe track hours instead of days then if they need that kind of psychological trick.

 

Haha,
I find you kinda funny mate.. not making fun of you but I'm saying in a good way.
Why do i feel like you have a character like Jim Carrey

 

I'm afraid mate, I can't be of much help to you with this as I was too stressed out of my condition to have any awareness of the time.

 

@NewSelf2018: While it makes little practical difference over time, I totally get your notion of timing a relapse. I am having private "AP" discussions with someone who timed their relapse for New Years so they can have a "full year" to focus on. It makes utter sense to me.

One way that the 11:59pm relapse actually helps is that your more or less wake up in the morning being able to look forward to an incremented number.

That said, I also feel that being able to time your relapses implies that you are gaining some control. Not a bad thing, really.

 

I used to but it fucking sucks always telling myself "oh you can do more PMO while waiting"

 

I did for many years, it was always the new year or the new day or Sundays were the most times I would quit but always relapse, I tried to get as much pmo as possible to start off right.

 

One of the things I would do is, if I relapsed, I would relapse multiple times in the same day. And then I'd pmo one more time after that, because by that last time that awful feeling that I get after pmo intensifies by a fair amount. Then it's a little easier for me to start full-force the next day.

 

I remember first playing minecraft when I was younger. It really got me into it to the point I was thinking in blocks and minecraft paradigms and even dreaming on minecraft. That's videogame addiction. If you just beat the monkey and you're looking at your phone and see its 11:57pm and wait 2 minutes so you can finish it at 11:59 you are addicted to pmo streaks - to pmo days counting.

Personally I would be incredibly pissed at myself. I just relapsed unintentionally and now I 100% regret it. Fing wanker what you doing with your life...I say to myself. Looking at the clock in that way, I would have to be very unserious about my reboot which I consider a foundation to life. Take life seriously and it will take you seriously.

You are also binging, furthering sexual hormonal activity / production which will cause you urges later on high strikes, as they get cleared out of your system, as well as make you weaker the next day.