I joined the forum so I could partake in the challenges. After so many years something had to be done. Yesterday was my day 0 but since that's not allowed: Today - 0/7
I might have to do something similar. Getting some strong urges while at work today. Want to totally avoid going home until late.
Day 3/7 Have had some weird thoughts in last half hour about my ex, been writing a response to a letter she sent me which brought up pleasant memories. Aside from that no urges to speak of.
Day 1: Felt good enough. Didn't need any effort since I got a busy day. I did everything I could to have a well sleep night, and I had very pleasant dreams. Rest of the day was very tough, but for other reasons. Going for Day 2.
Day 2! I had reached 60 days without PMO but when I relapsed I lost control and went back to series of 2 weeks then 1 week and 3 days... I choose to do 7 days challenge again.. no urges, a few turn on but managed to keep off my mind .
Grrr relapsed yesterday but didn't own up, just M rather than P but still. Day 1. Am still here, can and will still make this.
Day 4/ 7: Passing 50% of this challenge today! Feeling good and humble for making progress, let's do this !
Day 4/7 today. Yesterday was probably the most difficult day as I had to fight through urges all day. Made sure that I spent as little time alone as possible. I feel today is going to be another challenging day as I woke up with crazy urges this morning.
I feel proud and strong to relapse today as I no longer want to PMO or even edge. For the past few days I was edging and felt like shit, it was the worst feeling ever. I am so glad one of the buddies in this challenge suggested releasing the rush so that you can start from scratch and new. I am so glad I listened to him. I just watched P, then M and O and completely released knowing my health will get better. Today marks 14 Feb Valentines and I have stopped this madness for good. I will join the hall of fame and join more challenges. 14 Feb marks a new me and person to the path of success.
Got some action with my wife last night in the shower. Awesome. Still no Porn/Masturbation. Porn never again. I will masturbate again for sure, but not with porn.
