13/60 Time to be strong, visual edging has started again, I want PMO so bad, Im so busy I can't leave work. all I really want to do is get it out of my system and just PMO for a week straight. BUT I can't. I've gone too long to quit. So I edge. Bras Underwear, Wet tshirt any old crap. Then I get aroused. Then it's just a crap semi, then I tell myself, see your not ready for anything, Then I get pissed off because it's all bullshit and not real anyway. Jeez when does this shit end. I know I have PMO'd for years and years. It really cost me so much. I'm not going back. Instead I came on here to vent\rant\moan my frustrations. I cant even go to the gym because of the workload being so much, (that's a lie) its cause im being lazy and because of the work deadlines. Will the gym make things worse or better? To avoid PMO is proper difficult. Thank god for this site. I've obviously moved up to another level, it makes sense so have my cravings. I'll just have to figure it out. Cheers gang, you being here to talk to makes the universe of difference. Without the support and group collective I would have already failed.
Just realised that part of the reason I had a bad day yesterday was 1 I was in frustrated mood. 2 I Was stressing about my workload 3 I miss the female connection. OK this good. Now I'm aware I can fix.
More energy for gym better performance and gain finally be able to see 6 packs though I’m only 150lb.
