So I have done my challenge. My 30 days have past. More than this I have another 18 days before the challenge, so I have 48 days with NO porn or masturbation. But I will take another 30 day challange, starting from now and not going to a bigger challenge (e.g. 60 days). I will do it for 2 reasons: 1. Because it is too risky. Having a goal of 30 days is not easy, but is manageable. 60 days tells my brain that I have a lot to wait. So I make smalls steps. 2. Because I want to let you, the other participants, to know that the real strugle is not in the first 7th, 14th, days, but after 30 days. So I want to urge you to continue this challenge till it's finished. You must not relapse so easy in the first days, because later you will have to be stronger. Later is more difficult but is manageable and you need to learn to take out the power you have in you. Everything is just in our brain. So, welcome day 0/30!
Day 16 I felt rather weak because of a lack of sleep, but rather than give in, I just went to bed instead.
Day 2 Had some urges today cause of hangover, but browsing through the forums helped me. Be strong my friends!
On day 21 and its really got hard. Feel like I had 3 weeks of flatline which was easy but now.... Gotta stay strong. Big love to everyone out there wherever they are on their journey to breaking free from P.
8/30. We can do this! M always starts with an initial thought. Control them! Let’s keep our minds occupied with these threads, a motivational book, a Ted talk, a walk, exercise, or anything that encourages our currrent goals & aspirations.
DAY 2 - "Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God. He knows daily what is ahead" - CTB
Day 2: Feeling like I'm back in the flatline again, which is a good sign... But I'm actually really excited to get to 30 Days now... Weird how its just flipped like that... I used to get excited about PMO... Now I'm looking forward to being free from PMO... And getting that feeling back... That feeling of satisfaction from building a long streak...