I have plans in life, things to achieve and do but this shit keeps recurring whenever i have time on my hands. And nowadays it is quite often that I do have a lot of time on my hands, how to focus on the real goals in life when porn is always there to make you feel like a bad human being with questionable life decisions.
It's a good thing to see that you realize this, but the decision is: Are you really going to invest in these life goals and abandon porn? If yes, work hard and always remember yourself of your goals in the harsh times.
I 100% understand you. I am like twice as productive when not watching porn or masturbating, My mind is clearer, I am more confident, and my focus is top notch. Heck my voice is a lot more assertive and masculine when I stop watching porn. Yet I have a hard time quitting this beast. I blew my entire early 20's watching porn and I didn't even know. The threshold is 6 months I heard, that is the time it takes your brain to re-wire it's desire for pornography, ironically it was the last drought I went through (as a 15 year old) before I became addicted to PMO. So keep fighting, you start to notice the benfits after a week and its amazing. I never got close to the 6 month mark but I will keep trying to reach there. fight on brother.