Please read the rules and apply liberally this is a non pmo site if you really want to fix your problem read the entire form and then apply okay you would be number 80 I'll add you in the morning have you read everything
I am on day 3 of my reboot and am already starting to get urges. I start to debate if it is natural to jerk off to porn. Maybe the body was made for it. But then I remember the sluggish feeling it gives me, the social anxiety, the guilt, the lack of motivation. I do not want to relapse! Could someone who has made it the 90 days let me know how they have felt or noticed any changes in motivation. I could really use it to help me.
You feel connected to life again, the fog of detachment from the world fades away and leaves you beautifully reconnected. You get so used to living in a state of disconnection that it becomes your default reality of what life is and means, but its really just PMO holding you hostage in a realm detached from life. Abstain to reboot the brain and come back home to life's wonderful and magical presence. Also, note the following: When you get here (rebooted) you will be a different person. So you have to change yourself - you will not get through this reboot as the person you are now!..
I agree. Wise words from @goodnice for everyone starting out on this journey. You WILL be a different person at the end of 90 days abstinence. If the person that you are now was capable of this goal then you would already be there - but you're not. You must change and become the person capable of making this tough journey and accomplishing this goal. The person you will be at 90 days of abstinence will be someone who is familiar and comfortable around pain and discomfort. So, start becoming familiar and comfortable with pain and discomfort, do things that are uncomfortable - train the discomfort muscle, make it your friend, enjoy it and embrace it. Become that 90 day guy, now!..
Dude you are great. I remember you checking in daily on 90- day challenge.I was one day behind you. I Relapsed on 133th day. Have been there with you. But i am determined to own and continue a long streak.
Day 46- Still strong despite a near slip yesterday. Only meditation saved me from relapse. I am glad I am still in the journey to freedom.
This is the brutal truth that I needed to be reminded of. I must fight like my life depended on it because it really does. No excuses anymore!
0day I had a relapse yesterday, watching beauty photos and masturbating. This morning I looked at the pictures of beautiful women again. Just now I was trying to watch the sexy dancing of beautiful women on the Internet. I insist on 82 days and strive for 100 days next time.
Sure, i remember.. good to see you here. 133 days is an awesome streak of abstinence, you'll soon be back owning a substantial streak again.. 100+ days awaits!..