I don't know what the radical feminists think of prostitution, but I'm pretty sure they find it more offensive than approaching women in a friendly way. So your point makes no sense.
Al Capone, in his death bed said: I did a service to society, and this is how it pays me. It's their way to feel appreciated, he believed every single word that he said. People who play victim do the same. In truth, we're all responsible for our actions at all times. Thanks for the warning, this idea is way too seducing. It's a smart way to deal with addiction what you're doing now. Choosing the lesser evil. Stay strong.
Its not about brands. Most likely it wrong usage. Probably you know that you should not damage it with fingernails/sharp objects when taking it out, applying it. Most people know that. Here is the thing I didnt know for a long time: you have to make sure that no air is trapped in the reservoir when putting it on. So pinch the tip before putting it on. If you say you always do that, then other possibilities are wrong (too hot or too tight) storage, expired condoms, not enough lubrication or wrong (not water based) lubrication.
How can you be certain you are not paying to have sex with a sex trafficking victim who has been in the sex trade since they were a child? Just because she might act like she's enjoying it doesn't mean she is. Personally i'd never visit a prostitute and i've been tempted a few times but in my country, if you are paying 30 euros or £40 for a quickie you can almost certainly guarantee it will be an eastern european woman who has been taken from her home country (romania, latvia etc) sold a bunch of lies and forced into the sex trade against their will. Because I could never ever be 100% certain I stay well away.
Just my 2 cents here: I'm a porn addict and I've visited a prostitute only once in my life (a friend paid for it years ago, he wanted me to experience it). It wasn't really my thing. Porn and sex with a prostitute, they're two different things in my opinion. But I can imagine it could be a substitute for others. I feel bad for most of these girls. Especially with all the illegal sex trade going on. Gives me indefinite ED only thinking about it.
Sexual communication with a prostitute is the most disgusting action you can imagine! This is similar to what is from unwashed dishes in some eatery in Iowa! Or it's like wiping your ass with used paper and for your money! Plus a huge chance of contracting HIV! Do not jerk off and do not use satanic prostitutes! Go in for sports and improve your mind. And most importantly, do not let yourself be fooled by disgusting businessmen who are stabbing you in the face by showing off pornography! Save yourself and with the help of your brothers !!!
Go get it. I understand your struggle. A lot of people are going to say no due to dhajxifgdj numerous of reasons. My 2 cents are don't get addicted to it. It's okay to want to lose your virginity. It may even boost your confidence with woman in the future. Just be safe and cautious. Do your hw. There are a lot of legal sex workers btw.