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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by sd_raj, Dec 21, 2014.

  1. Dec 21, 2014 #1
    sd_raj

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    Dear all,

    I have been able to not watch porn since September 7, which is almost 104 days by now. I am still going strong on no-porn mantra.

    However, I failed after 49 days and again started to cruise for sex. I feel like a total loser. The worst part of all this is that the outcome is nothing and I only end up losing my precious time. I just hate myself for this.
     
    sd_raj, Dec 21, 2014
    sd_raj, Dec 21, 2014
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  2. Dec 22, 2014 #2
    sd_raj

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    I was so distraught by the failure that I ended up relapsing. Resetting my counter again to beat the previous achievement. Each day is such a struggle.
     
    Last edited: Dec 22, 2014
    sd_raj, Dec 22, 2014
    sd_raj, Dec 22, 2014
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  3. Dec 22, 2014 #3
    chris4nj

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    Raj --
    I hear you. One day at a time - sometimes one minute at a time.
     
    chris4nj, Dec 22, 2014
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  4. Jan 1, 2015 #4
    endofolding

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    Having a relapse isn't the end of all. Look at the positive side of it: you've more experienced now! And if you feel bad or disgust or something, it's also bigger than before and you have better chances when you rise up and start again. It's a progress, painfully slow sometimes.
     
    endofolding, Jan 1, 2015
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