Thanks for the post last time. It was a while back so you may not remember. It is nice to be back and starting again. I have learned more and am prepared to be set free. Day 1/365. Have a productive day everyone.
Thank you, bro, I am on my way to my best possible future. I just find it useful, to remind myself, that I am still addict, no matter what period of abstinence I have. Only one step in the wrong direction separates me from going back to my old ways. But thank you for your kind and inspiring words! I was surprised when I read them. They deeply touched my soul.
Moments away from 63 days. Have been fighting off a lot of urges these last few days. My brain keeps suggesting I look at borderline material as a compromise not to look at porn. The discipline is there not to fall for this trap. It is so easy to give in and then reach a point I would not be able to control myself. Not today. Has been a great lesson in how delicate even after 63 days this addiction is. Also it is a great comfort to keep coming back to read these forums. It is a encouraging voice to go against my own and keep going towards the goal.
25 Days Reason this: When you think from your past memories, you can only create past experiences. As all of the “knowns” in your life cause your brain to think and feel in familiar ways, thus creating knowable outcomes, you continually reaffirm your life as you know it. And since your brain is equal to your environment, then each morning, your senses plug you into the same reality and initiate the same stream of consciousness. Joe Dispenza, Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself: How to Lose Your Mind and Create a New One.