Why is that?you are recovering slowly but surely?Believe in yourself like my brother from here help me to!
Day 10/20 and doing awesome!! Let's keep it going boys. I usually relapse on day 10 but not today. I'm feeling good and staying busy!
Got to day 17 and relapsed. Feel so tired, like all that hard work is down the drain. It's so painful, I feel like I have tried everything I can but I keep going back. Why can't I just stop??? I have got to start over though, I can't stay down too long. I have picked whatever lessons I can from my last streak and put more measures in place. I want to feel that rush of energy, that self control and determination again. Here we go, we are going to beat this. Day 1.
Aight lads completed 20 days. This time Was very successful, no searching, peeking or anything. I can take pride in the fact that ive fully done 20 days without ANY pmo. I am never gonna stop though. Ive made a vow to myself to never PMO again, and im sticking to it. No matter my feelings or the situation, PMO is never gonna do anything for me. Im ready to fight to the death with this shit. The reason i was successful this time and found it easy (except for a few days) was because i had a mindset change. Instead of thinking i was deprived, i just remembered i am purging an awful addiction from my mind. I also realise that peeking and searching or whatever is just the exact same. That whole thing has to go, which for me, it has. The key is certainty. You need to go on a pmo site when youve just finished a session. Look at it for what it is. See how pathetic and disgusting the whole thing is. You then need to combine this with your feelings and whip up some fanatical hatred against PMO (the same kind of hatred nigel farage has against the EU). At that moment, make a vow that youll never PMO again, and stick to it. Never doubt. You know PMO is worthless and makes you feel awful. Whats in your head is just an illusion. Stop treating PMO like a reward or something good and realise its an illusion and its all bad, there is litterally nothing good about it at all. It doesnt relieve stress, it simply relieves the withdrawal symptoms caused by PMO, and makes them worse each and every time. Make the vow. Never look back. It will be easier if you DO rather than TRY. Whatever it takes gents.