Day 13/365 Experience . Boost in confidence . More active and energetic. . Can do Social interaction smoothly without feeling shy
It's been such a crazy past few weeks and so many unexpected things have haopened, but having kept consistent with this challenge has kept me going and kept me feeling positive about facing things instead of hiding from them. 3 months almost down, gonna celebrate with a tattoo and some much deserved down time. Keep fighting guys, it'll be worth it
129 days. That's 3 weeks until 150 which is my next milestone goal. After surviving a pretty tough couple years, I feel like my time is precious now. I don't want to waste it binging on PMO. It's all just a waste of time and energy. It's all phony. Porn is a lie. I'd rather just look out the window and watch a sunset, or play with the cat, or talk with a friend - something real. And instead of consuming P with that bottomless thirst, I'd rather create something instead - music, writing, photography, whatever. When you put P in the rear-view mirror so many other options begin to open up. Life is short, friends, do something worthwhile with it.
Yeah I'm absolutely not going anywhere unless I change this habit and also u talked about honesty I think it is a very important point in this journey thank u for ur words
The self-made prophecy came true. I relapsed and relapsed very hard. Came at least 5 times yesterday. What is more, I enjoyed it but this morning I feel completely drained. My day has started disastrously with me unable to change a flat tire until I had to call for help. What the hell! I have changed flats before effortlessly. Then my zip to my pants jammed and broke. I have a slight headache and energy levels are low. I now know that orgasm from masturbation messes up one's brain somehow. In one of my previous relapses, I mindlessly left my phone in a banking hall. Another time, after a relapse I left my wallet in a restaurant. Yet another time, I was a raging dick looking for a fight with everyone. This cannot be a coincidence. Orgasm and ejaculation from masturbation cause some kind of chemical explosion in the brain so that I don't function normally for at least three days or so. Back to the drawing board!