I am back

Hey guys, I am ashamed of myself, ashamed of this addiction. Aside from believing in the benefits and what I could get out from this. It is just wrong, why can't I just have a real girl rather than fantasizing.

I did a streak and it felt good. Please motivate me to continue, I am crying from the inside because I know that light comes at the end of the tunnel. But when ur on a long streak; u just fuckin forget ur reasons and think that u cured.

I just reset my counter and I wanna quit!!!!