7/14 almost relapsed today by way of orgasm , edged to cams feel awful but at least I didn't orgasm which is my main concern.pre cum was slightly visible
I wasn’t sure whether I should go for the whole PMO. I haven’t been able to have sex with pretty much anybody without thinking of porn while doing it, it’s like having sex but not being there. I deleted all my porn and after only 4 days, I had sex and was able to really stay focused and really be there. And it was amazing. It’s still early, but if I can get this far in just 4 days, there is hope. Day 5. Going well.