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Am I ready? edging after 220 days hardmode

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by young Dale Dan Tony, Mar 28, 2020.

  1. young Dale Dan Tony

    young Dale Dan Tony Fapstronaut

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    My goal is to cure PIED. Erections have defintely improved and libido is coming back. With ups and downs tho..some days very horny, some days not at all.
    Im (almost) not fantazing about porn anymore, but girls I see in real life. I think I can say Im now very interested in the female body, rather than before it was a scary unexplored territory.
    Around day 220 i wanted to check myself how my penis would react with minimum stimulation, so very carefully I touched myself and gave it a few strokes. The experience was positive and gave me a confidence boost that my reboot was working.
    However the experience was so enjoyable that it led to more attempts...guess I can agree that edging leads to more edging, which is very dangerous.
    Last time I even went 1 stroke too far which resulted in not a real orgasm but a few drops of semen.
    Now Im very angry and confused at myself. The big question ; am I now horny enough to have real sex or should I never edge again and stick to me reboot as long as possible?
     
  2. domsi

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    stick to your reboot and dont edge, i dont see why you shouldnt have real sex if your erections are strong enough, it will help the rewiring
     
  3. young Dale Dan Tony

    young Dale Dan Tony Fapstronaut

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    Yep makes sense I guess..!
     
  4. DerSchütze

    DerSchütze Fapstronaut

    Edging is a nasty habit, and is probably worse than masturbation with O. If this keeps up you should decide if reincorporating masturbation without O could help prevent edging sessions. This also depends on how long you edge and how it makes you feel, and if you end up masturbating more than you edged, defeating the purpose.
     
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  5. young Dale Dan Tony

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    Is there a difference between masturbation without O and edging?? Basically I dont have troubles with not edging again.
     
  6. domsi

    domsi Fapstronaut

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    yeah there is, but if you want to recover you dont want to be doing either of those things. sounds to me as if your addiction is trying to rationalize these behaviours again to your brain. if you want to keep your streak going, id suggest not masturbating at all
     
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