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2 months I failed.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Faroute2034, May 6, 2020.

  1. May 6, 2020 #1
    Faroute2034

    Faroute2034 Fapstronaut

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    I was going so strong for 2 months without ever PMO'ing. but this morning i wake up, i got the most intense urge i could not stop. I didn't masturbate, but i got this solid as steel erection. So intense, I dunno why, but i started thinking about this woman i had a crush on, then it turned more intimate/sexual and thought of her saying "I love you" caused me to ejaculate without even touching myself. Sounds pathetic i know. I dunno if this is considered a relapse or not. I think it is.

    Right now just feeling really frustrated....
     
    Faroute2034, May 6, 2020
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  2. May 7, 2020 #2
    break free from p

    break free from p Fapstronaut

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    Sounds like a quasi-wet dream to me. I would not count that as relapse. I relate your story a lot though, I have found mornings to be the most challenging and I have trouble not M'ing when I get morning wood. When I do M in these instances, it is also fantasizing about a woman I have a crush on. So maybe if you are awake enough, try to get your mind on anything else ASAP? I know it is no small feat.
     
    break free from p, May 7, 2020
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  3. May 7, 2020 #3
    Sdsoza9

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    First of all i wouldn't consider it pathetic at all. What you just described its completely normal, stop being so hard on your self. In end we are all human with urges and needs, having this kind of thoughts is completely normal. You had self control where you didn't actually masturbate so if you ask me it was a win and this was not a relapse. Keep the streak alive and keep moving forward man. This was not a setback remember that.
     
    Sdsoza9, May 7, 2020
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  4. May 7, 2020 #4
    rostronaut

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    I am sorry my friend to hear that. Congratulations 2 months is a big thing man. Though i wouldn't consider that as a relapse. It would have been relapse if you would have MO'ed. Well i can understand how it feels when there is wet dream. Feels like you have relapsed. Hang in there brother. Prayers for you
     
    rostronaut, May 7, 2020
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  5. May 7, 2020 #5
    Faroute2034

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    Really Appreciate the support guys, I think the loneliness of not having a significant other in my life during a lockdown, is getting under my skin. Just when i Orgasmed this morning, it relaxed me so much. I could barely get any work done from home during the day, I just felt like sleeping all day and doing nothing, which isn't productive. That just made me more cranky and frustrated. But i will keep pressing forward on this Journey. I made it this far.
     
    Faroute2034, May 7, 2020
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