Well fellow peacekeepers... I slipped tonight. Had an incredible zoom dance with a long time ex of mine... one where the energy is just insanely amazing. And.... well... back to 0. Sooo today is zero and tomorrow is 1? Feel ok about it... just need to get more clear on why I'm doing this. Have a clear vision of who and what I want to become.
Don't be too down on yourself, guys. As long as you learn something from your relapse, you can still make progress.
I learned that I needed to be accountable. Every day free of PM is good experience under my belt, as I see it; it prepares me for more days free.
This is the best mentality to have. Also, I like your use of semicolons. I have yet to learn this art haha. Day 12, padawan.
Rank: 0 (Youngling) Day 1/6 Today I tried an internet browser for my phone with filter incorporated... well, I thought it could prevent Google Images from showing no-nude pics of P stars, and.... it didn't worked I don't consider what happened as a relapse, but I would hear what you think about...
If you saw p by accident that's not a relapse, but clearly, you need a better blocker. I mean, you could forget about the blocker and just set google pics to safe mode as one measure.
I've already the Safesearch set on maximum level and pics like that still appearing when I write the name of a P star... However I had a VPN and another app which do the same things and work pretty well... I count mostly on my resilience; for 47 days I've been able to not search anything P correlated, so I think I'll be able to do it again...
Yes, resilience and discipline are the only answers in the long run. The best porn blocker in the world will not stop an addict bent on fapping.