that´s a good set for relapses. if you need to stay at home brother, then it´s best to refine your triggers plan, since being home for long periods + acess to electronic devices, is a very dangerous equation to maintain.
One more day dear Fellowship, going along the borders of the Ephel Dúath. Let´s welcome the new member of the Fellowship: @4ranger4 My brothers, i´ve been trying to add something to the thread title since i think "the lord of the rings challenge" is a bit short, but everytime i add something to the title it just doesn´t feel right do you have any suggestions or should i leave the title like that? since we´re a Fellowship, it´s democracy that will win, so i´m gonna do a poll . Take your pick brothers. In one week we will know the final title
Thank you, I'll try to make doing that every time I feel a tough urge a habit. Unfortunately, I relapsed yet again in the early morning hours after being unable to get back to sleep. Thankfully it was quick, but that's obviously not an excuse. Honestly with the frequency I'm relapsing I kind of feel like I'm doing something wrong. Either way, it seems the two biggest issues for me are the early evening and very early morning. I suppose from now on in the evening I'll keep my curtains open until bedtime approaches and in the morning (or late night) I need to get out of bed when I can't sleep instead of lying there dwelling on thoughts that inevitably turn sexual in the end. Keeping the door half-open probably isn't a bad idea either.
Day 18.....Last night i again felt like WD but i managed it , it was just my thought, I have been in this bad habit since i was just 9 yrs old , and till 23 yrs i was involved in it , i think i can do it , but leaving something familiar takes a lot of efforts and persistence...but i am tough as rock , i am not going to let pmo win... Victory is mine..
arrived in rivendell coincidentally i had a wet dream last night. its as if there are forces that dont want me to reach my destination mount doom!
Crap i relapsed again! Really gotta stay more active in this safe place and added filters to my phone + made arrangements with my gf. Streak was again around 14 days, don't want to be a filthy orc anymore! xD Day 1 again, best luck to you all and cheers that you're here. Let's make a change
Checking in Day 8/30 No MO Day 43/90 No P Day 1-3 - Warm n Fuzzies setting out from the Shire Day 4-5 - Encounter with Nazgul escaped but was miserable waiting outside Bree in the rain Day 6-7 - Got some rest, felt human again and ate my fill of rich food at the Prancing Pony Day 8 - Started turning into an Urak-Hai as the energy came rushing back and very nearly slipped back into the pit of darkness. So I rushed back to the fellowship (NoFap.com), pressed on the Panic button and am back on the path once again. . .
Alright, I think it's a great idea to post here in the evening instead of the morning, because around now until around about 6 in the morning is my "danger zone" for relapse - I want to get in the right mindset to face it and what better way than renewing my commitment here. Good night gentlemen, one day completed.