It has been a day from my relapse. I had urges all day but I have over come them so far. I have been re-watching Universal Man's series on sexual self mastery. I have also made a recurring message of encouragement on my phone for everyday I pass since it.
I freaking hate it. I gave in again guys. It's the worst freaking thing. I can't make it 2 freaking weeks. But truth be told I'm not super angry, to sound like an old man I'm just disappointed. But also I've realized that this is a stepping stone I guess. Like I feel like that even though I gave and wrecked my streak, I know that I'm not gonna make that mistake again and that all I can do is add more ways to stop myself and make it an environment where I don't need to do this in the first place. So Day 1 Here's hoping it's the last one
It's great that you are continuing the challenge. We all have relapses but keep going. That is the key..
One more day of walking dear Fellowship. Entering Ithilien!!! "A fair country of climbing woods and swift-falling streams". feeling good today. 4 days now since i totally quit caffeine. my social anxiety is almost gone, man, i feel great!! i can stay in public with girls near by, and i feel peaceful . It´s great!!! so not only was pmo causing me anxiety, but caffeine also was boosting it. another improvement in my life have a great day brave Companion!!! Here´s the final video from JK Emezi´s trilogy on tools to handle sexual arousal "How to stop thinking sexual thoughts" https://pornreboot.com/launch-3/
Day 8. Yesterday was a challenge. I got through it though and I'm feeling more confident today but I won't get complacent. I want those Hobbit feet
Day 19. This is matching my longest ever streak - one more to break my record. No libido or urges at all, which is scary to be honest. But I should smash my record!!!
Day 12: Doing well so far. No urges for the past day. Usually I worry about the weekends (the time where I always relapse), but I'm not going to be home alone for once. If everything goes to plan, I'll actually be out of the house most of the weekend. Stay strong, Fellowship!
Checking in - Day 41 No MO Getting stressed out. People telling me I look stressed etc... Of course the gremlins tell me I need to PMO - which I don't - need some other way to relax, get away unwind