Day 7, got urges but I believe that I no longer want to do M and I actually want to have sex with a real person and I dont feel shy to admit that.
Day 10. Let's all make some great progress so that @RiseToGreatness comes back and sees a next-level fellowship and has to take a day off work to upgrade us all in ranks!
I am 2 days clean again. I am focusing now on the average time without porn and the goal is making the average time between relapses longer. My most recent relapse was just edging so building the streak this time around has been less intensive but yesterday was very difficult.
I always find edging always leads to a full blown relapse even it might be 2 or 3 days after. All the best!
Tonight the 7th day of the streak, plus I forgot to update my status to Uruk-Hai now I will do just that. I hope you all are well dear comrades. Good evening to everyone.
I disagree, edging doesn't lead to relapse. I think that Edging is relapse and should be treated as such. Edging being the furthest a relapse goes is the best way to relapse. This time edging has been a de-escalation from a total PMO relapse cycle to just an M relapse. Hopefully I can continue to de-escalate if I relapse. I also blocked porn sites on my cell phone. I can easily turn it off but it at least serves as a reminder that I don't want to relapse.
YES! I wish this were emblazoned at the top of every page on this site. Not only is edging a relapse, it is the worst type!
I've been stressed out for a number of circumstances and I have really neglected my self development. But the change is in my hand and I will try my best to be the person I want to be. No excuses.