Day 26. No doubt this was the most difficult morning so far, almost relapsed, what saved me was visualizing me as a Samurai, trought a NLP technique, and a book that arrived today, "Gorin No Sho" from Myamoto Musashi. Ah! Welcome back @RiseToGreatness !!!
Back to Day 0 for me. Unfortunately I fell to M today, stayed clean of porn though. Another foul wretch added to the ranks of Mordor.
Day 13, sensing the darkness rising over me, getting difficult to move on but I'm striving hard through understanding it.
You got this, you overcame yesterday when you said you had urges and you can overcome again. Exercise, get out, meet people, change habits, avoid triggers. You're almost a hobbit which is great!
Day 3 The small urges are persisting but still being dealt with pretty easilly.Took a cold shower today and plan to go for a morning run tomorrow!
My brothers, the war continues. So far everything is going normally. The truth is that I was tempted. I got close enough to a person who does not feel the same way about me. But I let thoughts and feelings overwhelm me. Big mistake. And I mean mainly because isn't interested in me this way. Emotion is emotion, but we must be both rational and practical. So after our meeting and contact, I was left alone. Those first hours when I got home were much more dangerous than I thought. I fought a lot. In fact, I was initially defeated, at least on the fantasy level. But until there. I didn't allow emotions to be vented in the wrong way. Because that's what it's all about. Wrong relaxation. In the aftermath I feel great inner satisfaction that I was able to perceive the danger relatively early, to avoid the worst and to turn this energy into something positive. All this didn't happen in one day. Well, this is the result of a persistent effort when you drive away frustration and don't stop fighting. Day 490! @RiseToGreatness Ten days separate me from the fire!!! Good strength to you my brothers, my fellowship.