Music that describes what you feel right now.....

This one:

 

Mozart Symphony No 40

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Life and death. Truth.

 

Healing. Growing out of this world and human state of suffering.

 

Ego flared up today, wow is ego a destroyer of all that is good and virtuous, have to watch my ego, my nemesis...



Trying hard to kill the crazy voice inside of me
All these little things, that the ego brings
Deal with what is real instead of fuel the self-esteem
All these little things, that the ego brings

Edging god out fills the acronym for the evil I face all day, always
Amaze in a gaze but you can't faze me when I'm on my game
The ego, my nemesis, my chemistry, unequaled
Find balance through my people
I talk it out, not so lethal when I let it out, my steeple
The open manner in which I discuss private matters
I'm seeking guidance
Any shape any size and they each don't mean a thing
What you providing to me
Wisdom stem cell serenities is what I seek that is my diamond
There's nothing I might need _
_ ego gets broken down
Finally dust particles, articles and the silver lining
Keep comin together like liquid metal from the terminator igniting
Oppressing your post negative emotions driven by ego
Denial and the fact that I'm a child of the universe and I'm wild
And I deserve to smile every once in awhile
And constantly thinking about my poor body imagery
Then overcompensate by telling myself that
I'm finer than everyone else in the room, wow
I'll be there when the clouds are on the ground
Got to find the balance in between the two and bow
To the sensei who I vow, to never lose sight _
Never to fight against _ and to be proud of me and my style

[Hook]
Trying hard to kill the crazy voice inside of me
All these little things, that the ego brings
Deal with what is real instead of fuel the self-esteem
All these little things, that the ego brings

Ego killer (wandering the landscape with a bow and arrow aiming at your villa)
Ego killer (kill myself on a daily basis just to be reborn to find my true face)
Ego killer..

Always in conflict with that part of the brain
Man if I'm the only one, then bitch I must be insane
Mirror mirror on the wall, why do I pick apart my soul
Find the flaws to find myself by _
That shit is getting old
Wrinkles getting deeper underneath my eyes
A light sleeper stuck between a pair of thighs
Got sent women giving birth to sacrifice
My ego must pay the price to live in paradise

Ego killer (wandering the landscape with a bow and arrow aiming at your villa)
Ego killer (kill myself on a daily basis just to be reborn to find my true face)
Ego killer (got to find that place of mind that reigns friendships over vanity)

We live in a world where the greedy powers of evil both seen and unseen, masked and unmasked, all place ego on a pedestal, one needs to find a spiritual refuge or else these powers will consume one.

 

Mr. Robot (the awesome, fucking awesome new tv show) has my inner society hater poking its head out of its cage, oh I don't hate people but ya I think mainstream American society is fucked,

 

Imagine a vastly superior 'species' of beings foreign to our planet, perhaps even to our universe and human dimension, beings with such immense understanding of the inner workings of the universe and whom were so far away from having discriminatory minds like many muddled, shallow self absorbed pleasure seeking worldlings do (surely there are wisdom seekers among us, and how nice it would be if one day the whole world woke up) that they viewed the human species as insects of sorts destroying the very world that we live on, ya those beings must be filled with love for what else can they do but pity us, they may dwell beyond space and time in realms of unfathomable bliss for all we know...but surely some of those beings view this world as a toxic garbage island in space, the Earth may return to purity one day, if each individual purifies their own hearts and minds, but until then,



Mysterious form, soul in the dark
Under this heavy sealing concrete waves
Followed by servants, funeral cortege
This pale ghost is gathering his strength

Ghost, pale, the procession is crawling

Plastic form dead things it is now so clear
How could I fail to understand
Cities are burning the trees are dying
My heart awake but still
Pain is killing me
Pain is killing me

Take this pestilent destruction out of my way
The great pacific garbage patch is exhausting
And the world is sliding away
In a vortex of floating refuse
With the sacred one you have lost

Plastic bag in the sea [4x]

 

Nice song, wonder how you were feeling, several things come to mind with that song choice.

 

Too bad the music video can be considered a trigger for this song, such beauty, why do some people have to lust and fantasize when they see a beautiful woman? Can't we all be pure and noble? Must your lustful thoughts defile yourself and the woman you aren't even in a committed relationship with?

 

Funny how quickly feelings change and fade away, and yet we get stuck on feelings of horniness and lust and cling to them and won't allow them to fade and be transformed into raw power and creative energy.

Meeting a new woman who piques your interest and desire, only to have the spark burn out someday and find out there was no real love or deep connection to start with.

 

Wow sounds way different than I remember from last watching the movie, very vibrant and uplifting!

While we are in a Disney mood, I am feeling some Fern Gully,

 

Anti-fap

 

This post is dedicated to @galaxim, the most stalwart user on the forum today.

Funny to see users come and go here. I noticed an account pending deletion and understand exactly why that user is doing so from following their activity on the forum.

Also I am witnessing another user go through mood swings right now and be tempted by urges at over halfway to 90 days.

People let the winds blow them around too much, I say stand firm like a giant oak against the most ferocious storms, be strong and firm in your resolve against winds of tempation and emotional ups and downs.

Alas, it is all empty anyways, nothing lasts, don't get so worked up people, most of us are grown men here it is time we stopped letting our emotional selves and lust control us, what do you say people?

 

Bliss.

 

I usually listen to Wagner, but when I am in scientific mood I prefer something a bit more rational.

 

Gtfo with your disrespectful anti-Abrahamic teaching pseudo-scientific attitude of ignorance bullshit you shallow minded 16 year old.

Any respectable scientist would shun you and your presence here, you disrespectful little shit.

You have some painful life lessons coming your way if you don't abandon your ignorant narrow minded attitude in the near future son. Nothing wrong with being a science minded Atheist but at least have some respect for other people's beliefs, damn man I hope you rise up and learn how to respect people someday.

I don't mean to shit on you but you need a fucking slap from reality to wake you up from your immature delusions.