Day 7 complete! In the calendar of the Catholic Church, this Sunday is a day specifically devoted to REJOICING! Wherever you're at in your rebooting process, however dark things may seem, my hope is that you can still find some glimmering thread of light to follow, which will become a string and then a rope and then a ladder and then a road leading you on to ultimate freedom and happiness. In less than two weeks, a Savior will be born! Urges were mild but present throughout the day. Last night I had a highly sexualized dream about an attractive female friend of mine, and I had to work hard not to give in to fantasizing about that, which I'm sure would have let to a reset. I went on a killer run though, so that was fun.
Day 63 done. Took a break from using the internet for a little while as I felt I was headed for a relapse. Back on the path again. I may not be as active on here as usual but still like reading all your posts.
Check in: Day 6 Ready to become an Uruk-Hai. It was a good weekend with family. Looking forward to a porn free Xmas and 2021.
Day 46. This night I dreamed that I relapsed, and it seems to me a bit strange because it wasn´t a P dream "as normal". I hope this has no consequences. I´m having some temptations, but I don´t give them any space or moment in my mind. Staying away from P, even in its lesser forms (Instragram, films, TV series, magazines, etc.), is effective to avoid M: here is a battle I can fought and win more or less easily. Thanks a lot for your words. I wish I have more than one like to give. Congrats! To destroy the ring! Wise words, @Gallade_Templar . I will pray for your vocation too, what a joy to know about it! St. Joseph, pray for us!
Day 7. Feeling okay today. The withdrawals have been slight. I can push them out of my mind when they arise. I have attempted resets in the past but this is my first one on the nofap forums. The support has made a huge difference. My longest PMO streak in the past was 45 days. Despite the circumstances I am facing this early on in the challenge I feel positive
Day 60 Complete: After leaving Moria, I enter the Kingdom of the Silvan Elves, Lothlórien. Day 61 Complete Day 62 Complete (I almost never post on weekends, so just catching up!)
Day. 55 Time to finish some activities with the help of God. so let's keep walking trying to conquering the day
Last week was rough for me. Struggled with cravings all week. Friday I fell to the urges. I am almost 3 days into my new streak now and feeling good, but I am back to the Orc stage. But the last several streaks have been some of the longest of my life, so progress is good. Hopefully going to set my new personal best this streak!
on the contrary, you did great my sister 40+ days, that was amazing and your brain has rewire a lot . now you need to find out why you fell, or in fact, when you start falling. see what elements you still need to improve and carry on. Let´s go!!!
yeah, a part of the reboot process involves flatline since the brain is rewiring for other sources of dopamine. meanwhile, it´s normal to feel tired and depressive. that´s why it´s good to engage in good habits and don´t loose hope, brother. better days will come.