Hey guys yesterday I felt like I had to confess my secret with years of addiction to my girl who is my soulmate. We had been planning our marriage for some time. And Yes I did I told her that I had been addicted to this humiliating disease for long years. I also added that I've been now clean more than 11 months and I'm determined to get rid of it completely. She got shocked and replied me by saying I will decide whether we can continue our relationship I'm enough of hurting myself with this sickness While your urges are hitting you so hard, you should stop neglecting the fact that this addiction is stealing whatever good we have in life. Now she will probably leave me and I do not know anybody who is more decent human being around me than her I hope I will never ever underestimate pmo addiction and its damages.
You did the right thing in been honest with her. Ultimately it’s now down to her to see if she wants to continue with the relationship. If she did truly love you she would. It’s an addiction. You aren’t actively doing this to hurt her and hopefully she will realise that. Chin up mate. Your in the right place.
Hello @prfyygz67, You used the words "probably leave me", if I can afford it, I don't recommend making plans on what will happen, it's a mistake that I have tried on myself. We don't know what the future can hold for us, let's focus on the present. It doesn't seem to me that you have done anything wrong, on the contrary, you have expressed yourself sincerely towards the person you love; on the other hand, it's difficult to understand this discomfort and problem if you are not inside the vortex, like us. You also said "11 months" this is an honorable achievement, be proud of it, you have all my admiration. I wish you the best.
You made me feel better about myself. Thx so much for your nice wishes. I hope I will put great effort to transform my life regardless of the bad situations in my life..
