Sadly not, I've been at it for probably a year and a half now and that was my first really sizeable streak! But now its under my belt, I feel so much better than I did.
There's so much truth in this! I'm hugely committed to not slipping into a relapse pattern. If I can get another long streak now it goes from a one-off achievement to a regular habit and that makes all the difference in the world.
I watched the first Part of the WH videos you recommended I feel like this one grey knight with his demon sword describes my relationship with my d quite accurately lol
I lost, sorry It was my exam and I lost to the pressure. Do well my fellow team mates Black Templars All the best all, my new streak starts today
Reporting on day 8 for the Space Wolves. I am not bragging but at the moment it is so easy to stay clean. I wish it stays like this for a long time.
Ok guys. Mistakes were made. I have fallen. It has been my pleasure to fight alongside with you. I'll fall back spend the rest of my time reflecting on that , with some sad epic music, to see where my flaws were I can improve. This one was particulary sad and tragic for various reasons. I'll be staying aroud here checking the forum even through I'm out of the challange for this month. Stay strong and keep fighting my brothers!
I’m sorry the unfortunate events and temptations led you astray. “The ungodly push the limits. They take the donkey of the orphans and they push the poor of off the road.” from Job 24:3 It’s certainly not who you want to be and definitely not who you are. I’m glad you’re taking this as an opportunity to learn and become more vigilant and stronger next time. Respect for that. Now, get back up Marine and show us what you‘re truly made off ! @MixerAwersome @T0mCrus4der
Very helpful, funny how the devil uses the same tactics but the failure to talk about them is what consumes us. I have definitely experienced some and the others that are coming will find me prepared. Its wise to learn f Checking in for Space wolves.. A craving is not a command... That's the kind of ammunition i need right now. We keep praying constantly for this to end so we believe soon it will end. Looking back at last year i thought, what if all that time i spent binging on porn, i could have used it to pray against porn companies and actors. What if everyone struggling spent that time praying against it." Maybe the earthquakes would occur where porn databases are kept. Maybe all covid deaths would be pornstars and porn promoters. Maybe we would all be free from this. Good thing there is still this year to find out. I think its its time i changed my fighting tactic. Saying NO works well but this devil aint going away, He just stands there yelling ideas and holding pictures up so that you can take a look allowing him to grab you. Its time to also counter. Everytime this devil throws something at me (a thought, a chat,... etc..) I say NO, and break his teeth with a really good punch by praying. But even with all that i will not be ignorant of the fact that the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak, so may God give us the memory strength we need to remember to pray.
@Primaris I could believe it. Nothing wrong with vast lore. If I ever find 50 minutes where I don't know what to do with myself, which admittedly doesn't happen often, I'll keep them in mind. Checking in for the Black Templars, Day 9 complete. Time to strap on the armor and sharpen the chainswords, brothers and sisters. Over the weekend I have a two-day lifeguard re-certification course, which means numerous hours in the company of women my age in swimsuits. Time to see how well I can guard my thoughts and take custody of my eyes. Deus bloody Vult.
You don't have to watch them in one session. He switches from every fraction after about 5-10 minutes, so the Video in it of itself is quite seperated in diffenent parts.
Totally agree, some of the strongest anti-porn advocates are people like Mia Khalifa and Pamela Anderson, both of whom suffered in the industry. I hate the people running it but have nothing but sympathy for the porn "stars" who've been caught up and abused by the industry.
Very true. Also drug addiction is a huge thing in the industry wich makes it so hard to quit. But there is still responsibility and not every actress in the industry, and especially those on twitter/lonely fans aren't in this realm if the "classic" industry. Nevertheless I tend to pity them due to the greed and different unsustainable goals, (chasing the dragon) wich aren't fulfilling.
Mate thayou so much for that.it was very insightful. I am currently on month 0/12 as I synchronised my streak with the new year. I did find that discipline is so important and I mean mental discipline. I have seen that once you entertain that fantasy in your head and if you dwell on it, just that bit longer, it all fails. To me its 3 things which are crucial: 1: what you say 2: what you see 3: what you think Number 1 can lead to resentment, anger and embarrassment if you say too much or not what is necessary in the wrong place. Number 2 leads from one thing to the other and to eventual full blown collapse. Like that girl in the street or that shot from a video. Number 3 is where it all starts.the fantasies, the cure for boredom and all. The whole though process So from your kind explanation I gather that first 30mdays are super hard due to the chaser effect mainly. After that it can come in waves and discipline is the key to that. Thankyou so much.
Great! It's at https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/7-challenge-the-seven-days-challenge.125271/page-1228 Sorry @MixerAwersome. Keep going bud. Remember why you're in this. Wanna join the 7 day with us to help get past the first few days? That sounds really tough @T0mCrus4der! I don't know what you're going through. I hope you don't leave the sad music on for too long mate. But of course, sometimes it has its place. Thinkin of ya. A time to build up, a time to break down A time to dance, a time to mourn A time to cast away stones A time to gather stones together As I've said to the others, if you would like, feel free to join the 7 day with us to help get past the first few days. No pressure though.
I'm glad you said this. I was thinking something similar. It would be nice though if suddenly all the servers around the world which store and serve pornography suddenly failed. Of course, there would be plenty of unintended consequences from that (e.g. a rise in demand for the sex workers to replace it ).
I failed at day 52.. Im so sorry Space Wolves :/ I wont join the next 5 months because i'll be in the army during this time. Anyway.. good luck to you who are still in
Checking in for the Black Templars. I don't have it in me for a substantial post because I'm exhausted, but all is well here!
