Day 25 complete! I spend the night at the old Watchtower of Amon Sûl. PMO forces are lurking in the area. ^No kidding. I got to go running again today for the first time in a while, only 4.5 miles but it still brought on some big urges later in the day. Ugh. @Cartographer What's up, buddy?
Day 75. I didn't sleep well last night and am feeling tired before my run this morning. I need to stay diligent on days like this as my self discipline may be compromised from my lack of sleep.
Some serious urges, no O but been toying with P and M a bit. Been pushing myself pretty hard with school and trying to stay in shape. Not running so much with the cold right now. Keeping a smile and pushing through
and the triggers bro. don´t forget your triggers prevention plan, it´s a major safety net for all the days when we are down.
well, on the initial thread post there´s the entire sentence of the signature. just copy and paste it on your signature, and fill the space with your present rank
Check in Fellowship . Lazy Sunday The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!!! @Samurai_God - Bree / Eriador @Gallade_Templar - Amon Sûl / Eriador @Chakra_Serpent - Ford of Bruinen / Eriador @MyGodandMyAll27 - Elf / Rivendell @OttarrTheVendelCrow - Emyn Muil / Rohan Checking out brave Fellowship. Have a good Sunday!!!
Day 178. I am whole when I am present, and I am dead when I am lost in the realm of thoughts. The present moment is variable, such is life. Thoughts are static, such is death.
Day 1 Today was hard. but I did it. But I was out of the house, my phone was on silent mode and in my backpack whenever I wasn’t using it, I meditated and studied a lot. And right now I’m going to do some pushups and weight lifting because covid is really shitty and I just feel week.
Know yourself and know your values. Then the choice difficult before becomes an easy one, but only if you truly believe in what you are and in your values.
TITLE - ORC Day 3/500 Ratio-Day/Relapse= 15/79= 0.18 Longest streak - 18 Last streak - 4 Total PMO - 225 Total hours remaining - 11968 Days remaining - 498 Promise- 1 Jan 2020 Challenges completed - 1 1 DAYS - (24th Jan 2021)(18th Feb 2021)✓ 3 DAYS -(31st Jan 2021)(21th Feb 2021)✓ 7 DAYS - 14 DAYS - 21 DAYS - 30 DAYS - 45 DAYS - 60 DAYS - 90 DAYS - 365 DAYS - 500 DAYS - I won't do it today.
Day 0, Thank you @Slider8 for your post. I feel as though I have been living with one foot in the coffin trying to figure out exactly why I am pursuing a PMO free life. Your post has me reconsidering my values. Unfortunately, I have yet to solidify my values, but your message makes my journey a little bit easier. Thank you And thank you Fellowship