thanks brother . Good reflection, no, i never thought on quit drinking. actually i don´t drink that much, only red wine on the weekends (and yesterday ). i even drink non-alcoholic beer which has the same flavour and no side effects . the quit drinking all together, it´s a possibility. but, for me at least, it most come as a natural process of giving up, not as something forced, or it´s more likely that i will feel pressured and resume the drinking alone again. so it´s not in my plans to let go of alcohol all together, but who knows, let´s see what the future presents but for the time being, drinking only on social ocasions will be a massive gain for me . ah, and when i talk about drinking, it´s always in moderation of course, no drunkness.
yeah, that can happen. it never happened to me, but other brothers reported that. one brother even reported having 2 wet dreams in the same night.
yeah, if that´s your case, then it seems more like a wet dream in motion, instead of something called "unconscious masturbation". it´s fine
Checking in Fellowship . Crossing the Bruinen Feeling much better today, good motivation and good productivity. Overall, i think the hard withdrawal sympthoms are fading away, and i feel much better both physically and mentally. social anxiety has also drop a bit chunk and i can look more at people without feeling a nervous wreck The following brothers are going strong on their paths. Congratulations!! @rotten_tomato - Uruk-Hai @eagle rising - Halfway the Stairs of Cirith Ungol / Minas Morgul Checking out Fellowship!!! Have a great day
Day 14! The urges are strong today! I have many objectives to achieve and the favt that I might be able to achieve them seems to scare me a lot into self sabotage. What do you brothers, when you notice that you are self sabotaging?
Day 10, Lots of activity today. Hip has been giving me trouble since I have been digging trenches for work. Keeping my head on straight and intending to stay P free! Best to you all Fellowship!
day 45 today was a crazy day and I am very tired. I overcome 2 strong waves of urges during the day - I thought that I won't resist. I am out of power now.
Another day of hard procrastination, but managed to run 7 miles, meditated for 27 minutes and made a feeble attempt at organizing myself and my environment.
May I share something? “Even the smallest person can change the course of the future.” – Galadriel “That there’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo… and it’s worth fighting for.” – Sam
Day 4 - Two days until I am Urak-Hai again and 11 days until I finally because a Hobbit in over two months. I still feel good from my realization last Saturday of feeling like I am who I am. With that said, I find that tracing my thought patterns the moment I start having urges is really going well. No urges to speak of today, though I spent much of the afternoon sleeping because I had nothing going on today. Now I am up and heading out to get a meal from Subway, then it is off to the campus union to study until I work tonight at 6:30PM (assuming my student needs help). Best, Mathman1994
Yeah the sirens, they look beatiful but they are really letal and monstrous as the lust It is remember me too another case, Homer and the odyssey He tied himself to the mast of the ship so as not to fall in her songs. Postscript: I don't know why there are birds in this picture.