Day 40 Sorry I have not posted on here in a couple of days. These last couple days have by far been some of the hardest in my journey. It helps to have accountability and to remember why I am doing this.
Hey there! It has been a very long time. I took the opposite direction and have been walking in circles across middle-earth for a whole year...Thankfully, I've come back where I started and would really like to rejoin the quest!
Day 16. With some urges last night but everything fine, anyway as I said I cannot be so confident about it. so let's keep doing our best. Today was a day of weights , pull bar and push ups yeaah this is a better way to use this energy
Checking in. Was up most of the night with nausea due to 2nd vaccine shot—worth the cost but the extra tiredness means I’m on high alert today. Tired leads to mindless surfing which leads to fishing which leads to relapse. So after kiddo goes down my plan is to put computer and phone away and read a book until I crash out. Probably won’t take long on a day like this. Hears to hoping for better rest tonight! Be well everyone
Well that is a stone cold lie, fellow hobbit. You have a life. You can paint it however you want. The problem is that your brain, the accumulation of previous activities, is doing all the painting. Work on changing this. Life is complete, it is there always. The trouble is that it is overshadowed by the brain's activities. It's okay, QweezySqeeze. You just have to get right back to grinding!
Day 151. Definitely feeling urges this morning. I have been catching myself laying around fantasizing again. Cravings have been really strong lately. This is the biggest test of my reset.
sorry to hear sis. well, accountability partners are always valuable in the reboot journey. however it´s better and more safe to have an AP of the same gender. there´s a subsection of the forum for female rebooters, ask there. Anyway, you can always count with the Fellowship and keep posting here your daily progress
Checking in Fellowship Good day today as i resume my goals and dreams work. i was feeling a bit drained these last days, and much more vulnerable to urges and porn thoughts. and today i started fishing, just a couple of seconds, but that´s was enough to ring an alarm in me. i was like "again? what the fuck is going on with me?" so i remember a video from JK that i love very much, i watched it again and it shined a light on my present situation. basically i was totally uninspired and life have a become a drag these past days. some good days, yes, but no real fullfilment, just feeling time going by. so i gonna resume my goals and dreams work, that i have neglect these past months due to heavy withdrawal sympthoms. Let´s welcome our new member @uman37 and our returned brother @FellowCompanion The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!! @MyGodandMyAll27 - Hobbit / Hobbiton (Let´s do this my brother!! ) @Rubzi @Baby Yoda - Pass of Caradhras / Misty Mountains @crazyhorse11 - Morgul Road / Morgul Vale @Johnthesavage vs Witch-king of Angmar / Mordor Checking out brave Fellowship!!! Here´s the video that i was talking about. Thanks JK, you saved my day . Have a great day brave companions!!!
Day 82 What is P- sub? fellowship Oh I got it, okay, I was looking for womens but nothing about P, I saw a difference in myself this time, in my PMO days after this activity, what follow was looking for P and M, but now I don't want to do nothing of that. I can't see P because they hurt people and doing M doesn't make any sense for to me now. Edit: What i saying again is a trick of my mind again, this is too dangerous!. I will avoid it if is possible