I, unfortunately, relapsed on Monday and didn't feel like reporting it cause I felt so ashamed. But I need to be accountable and not lie to myself. Day 1 of 26
0/15 Relapsed again I'm tired of writing these things over and over. I can't beat the 15-day cycle. So... How can I beat this addiction? It makes me feel dead inside.
10/207 Corporate job has its benefits as well as downside. I have been finding very difficult to drag myself to work for past few days. Paycheck at the end of every month had made me stagnant. It might sound ridiculous to most people, but I don't care working for the same people where you are just a resource. It was too late to make a move. But better late than never. I have made up my mind, I am not going to work on the same dead end job. I could not force myself to love my job and this is the reason I could not reach my full potential I would say. I don't see much in store for me. So I am moving on and submitted my resignation today. Wish me good luck on the journey ahead.