i fapped three times today

I DONT WANT TO LIVE

 

dude please don't have these negative thoughts like that...

find out what lead you to relapse?
- environment
- lifestyle
- media
- mindset
- ...
______
- are you serious about recovery?
- are you adamant about quitting PMO?
- are you persistent even when you encounter withdrawal symptoms/adversities?
- do you want to become a better man?
- do you want to live normally without a constant need of consuming porn, masturbating AND especially, LUST?
- do you want to have a peaceful smile in the future, when you see your kids growing up, when you have a supportive and lovely wife by your side, when you accomplish something you have been craving and fighting for so long, do you?
- do you LOVE yourself? In my opinion, if you really love yourself, you won't let destructive things (sexual images, sexual fantasies, negative thoughts,...) take control of your mind...
- do you want to live without being shameful?

What is happiness? What is love? I've asked myself many times before,...

I think it's freedom, it's when are free of lust, it's when you are free of doing anything you want, and it's when...

You are free of slavery, when you take control of your mind and body.

You must realize that you're fighting, fighting for your OWN future, fighting for your life

You must stand up for your own benefits.

Keep improving yourself no matter of what happen to you

Live, live, SCREAMING LOUDLY that you want to live

Live as strong as you can.

Live to break through plight/adversities to seek wonderful things, both internal or external.

Tell me.

Tell yourself.

Tell your heart.

That you want to live.

That you want to become a better human being.

That you want to live like today is a last day existing on this earth.

Living, it may sounds hard and painful, but if you have a right mindset/perspective, you will walk on a right path.

Live.

Never give up.

Maybe sometimes you let yourself to shed tears.

But never give up.

You can, you can live with indestructible beliefs.

Believe in yourself.

You can do this, you can strive to be better.

Keep staying strong!

 

Dude I know how it is, I'm going through at least -,-