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I failed

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Anonymate, Sep 9, 2015.

  1. Sep 9, 2015 #1
    Anonymate

    Anonymate Fapstronaut

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    I failed everyone here including myself, I'm sorry. I just lost my 95 day streak, I'm ready to go through the chaser effect, oh well..

    from a >14 day streak to a 95 streak, it's something u.u , I hope I can make my way up there again.

    my biggest problem I had was boredom, if it want for that I wouldn't have done it (I clearly understand it's MY fault), I'll try my best to find something fun to do during my free time (aside from videogames, because I'm not allowed to play during weekdays).

    Wish me luck.
     
    Anonymate, Sep 9, 2015
    Anonymate, Sep 9, 2015
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  2. Sep 9, 2015 #2
    Happy Gnome

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    95 days is a great start! You still have that progress behind you, if you can keep from bingeing it away.

    Boredom, I think, is the number one reason people relapse. I recommend taking up a hobby to counteract it. Gardening (though that might be difficult in Saudia Arabia), rock climbing, knitting, writing books or poems, lucid dreaming, stamp collecting, model trains, whatever really interests you!
     
    Happy Gnome, Sep 9, 2015
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  3. Sep 9, 2015 #3
    Anonymate

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    Thanks man, I'll try my best not to abuse that habit again, I'll have to get throb that chaser effect, more awkward boners.. yay.

    About hobbies, I'd love to try gardening if there wasn't anything but and here, I've tried to lucid dream for a couple of weeks, got sleep paralysis instead ;_; luckily I read how to break-free from it because I was very interested in the subject, once I realized I can't move I actually got excited, but a bit scared from the creepy things I was seeing though. I broke free using the methods I learned online, thanks internet!

    lol I really got out of the subject there :p , anyways I'll find a good hobby and I'll make sure it distracts me from PMO
     
    Anonymate, Sep 9, 2015
    Anonymate, Sep 9, 2015
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  4. Sep 9, 2015 #4
    IGY

    IGY Guest

    Sorry to hear you had a setback. I would suggest that is a more appropriate word than failed. You have had three glorious months without edging, masturbating or using porn once! What difference has that made in your closeness with Allah? Avoiding something haram must make you feel more pure and holy in his sight. Distractions are good. I wonder if you like art. Generally, I am crap at art, haha! But I find colouring in line drawings with coloured pencils really relaxing. I am doing butterflies at the moment.
     
    IGY, Sep 9, 2015
    IGY, Sep 9, 2015
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  5. Sep 9, 2015 #5
    dshadowknight

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    Keep your head up! 95 days is a very good streak, you can do it again.
     
    dshadowknight, Sep 9, 2015
    dshadowknight, Sep 9, 2015
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  6. Sep 9, 2015 #6
    FreedomIsHere

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    95 days is awesome man, you can back there again. You know what it takes, just have to go out there and do it!
     
    FreedomIsHere, Sep 9, 2015
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