Hi guys, I talked to 2 doctors and 1 psychiatrist to give me depo provera shot (hormones) to castrate or eliminate my libido. Sexual urges bother me and I don't like it at all. I hate getting naked and spending time, effort and energy to PMO every 1-3 days. The doctors didn't agree with me and said that it's normal to have those urges. Today is my 7th day no PMO. I feel very happy when my libido is zero. I feel I am in heaven when my sex drive is non-existent. When my sex drive is high, I resist it and I become suicidal for a few seconds.
Whatever you're doing to make yourself comfortable, keep doing that! It seems like you are on the right track which is awesome!
That sounds really harsh, man. Being suicidal, even for a few seconds, can't be too healthy for you, can it? Day 7, good for you! Stay healthy, in mind and body.
Yes, it is. For me, I like it when my sexual urges are non-existent. That means I don't have to do any PMO.
