should i date even if i am relapsing?

If you have done it with 80 girls, then yea give it a try with it. I’m not very certain though. I never done the techniques from what your doing

 

You don't need motivation to stop porn you need a good routine and a good mindset. If you don't stop porn you won't be successful with women.

 

I've had similar feelings before, but I personally realized: Do I actually want a girlfriend? Or do I just have this ideal fantasy in my head of romantic love? It was always the latter. Once I stopped pursuing women as a prize to be won, or "a girl to have", I was able to be more productive, pursue the goals I actually want, and just in general more at peace with myself. My one rule with myself is this: Build friendships first. If anything builds off of that, then maybe consider a relationship. But friendship should be the core foundation with anyone you want to build a connection with, whether it turns into a long-term relationship, or just being friends.