33 Joined but never followed through

Hello, I have had a dead account for a long time, but I recently had a horrible porn binge 3 days ago that lasted from 4 pm to 12 pm in the afternoon the next day. It has made me realize I need to kick this addiction for good before it destroys my life. I am 33 M and married. I started my addiction at 9 and have basically never known what it is like to live without porn. I am excited to find out what kicking this habit will do for me.

I am haunted by my past failures saying that I’ve tried to quit so many times before, but I realized yesterday that I have been battling with this demon so long. That I know my enemy sooo well! That I know all his tricks, all his tactics and all his lies. I am more prepared then ever before to defeat him and crush him under my boot.

I am doing the 3-month reset of porn and masturbation. so far, I am 2 days clean, and I just wanted to introduce myself because I know I am going to need support from a community of people who understand the struggle and the pain that comes with this awful addiction.

So, thank you for reading.

 

Thank You !

 

Thank you ! I don't know who said this but I really like this quote: The Secret of change is to focus all of your energy not on fighting the old, but on building the new. What you said reminded me of it.