You are killing yourself young kings. ever since that first time you watched porn, that first video, you remember it 10+ years ago and you're still going, your taste changed, everyday it became more and more fucked up, you can't quit, wasting your time in a state of trance, your will...dead, your manliness.....dead, your dreams......dead. I have been watching porn for more than 10 years now, recently lost all motivation to keep going but I guess the answer is in discipline. Discipline is the answer.
Discipline is key for everything. Motivation is temporary, but discipline and consistency is forever.
Actually...yes, discipline, at first, but not for life. I can attest that once you re-wire your brain back to pre-porn levels, you do not want it, you do not miss it, and it no longer controls you. It never really did, but it sure as fuck feels like it in the quitting stage. Close your eyes and imagine a morning where you wake up and do not want it, do not use it, do not miss it, and your brain is not punishing you for not. I have been here for many years. You have to push your brain back to pre porn expectations. After that, it is easy. Getting to easy though, that is hell. Hell only lasts for a few months if you can apply the discipline you have noted. William.
