Day 5 check in I do have a question. Is there a point of counting past 90 day . Shouldn't u just move on after that instead of obsessing over it
Just fought off cravings. Had bolted the door. Drawn the curtains. Made sure everyone else was asleep in the house. Even checked the main door of my home multiple times. But then...I just repeated the following mantra to myself: "I have everything I can ask for. Everything. So am I doing this? Why? I desire to indulge because I want to check whether my PIED has been cured or not? But the answer is I can never know this by indulging. I have never been with a woman. So I really don't know how "h*rd" it must get in order to consummate a relationship. So, I can never really know by indulging in PMO because I have no reference point. Second, every time I have indulged, I have only ever triggered a binge fest. So, it's a complete lose-lose. So, yeah: Why do it? I have everything I can ask for. Everything. Having a little doubt in life is OK! That's life. Think about how much people are suffering in the world. How much! God bless them all. What right do I have to destroy my life? What right?" My longest streak was till 3-4 months ago: More than a year+.
I was searching x for movies recommendations, I stubble on po**. Did you know what! I got the will power to scroll it off and not click through it. To me that was . Let's keep pushing friends
